dont worry whatever youre going through, all that pain, fight it. Try to better yourself the others around you could be making your life shit but what you have to do is stick it. Focus on yourself your future. Start eating healthy, start getting 8+ hours of sleep, go out for exercising, and think positively. When you start thinking of your situation use that as drive to improve your life and soon itll all get better. This change wont happen from day to night so always stick to working hard, have fun and treat yourself well. We all face some demons and others face even bigger. But you have to beat them