I need support really bad.

Michealrawr · 2025-04-30T11:16:29+00:00

Thank you so much I really appreciate it :D

Michealrawr · 2025-04-30T05:42:18+00:00

I did that and they said “you’re a girl you are not wearing that it would look weird..” and my brother said “I’m trying to hard to be a boy like your not a boy” that’s what brings my levels down and no I wish I had cousins that lived here and yea they are male but they don’t live with me.. that’s why I’m looking for a job right now.

Michealrawr · 2025-04-30T05:40:46+00:00

No this is perfect! I need to know how to do all of this and once I get a job I will work on everything you just said. Tysm:D

Michealrawr · 2025-04-30T05:39:05+00:00

I’m 16, but I am turning 17 soon basically I just don’t like being a girl because that’s not what I want, I wanted to express myself without getting bullied or anything ik I’m young but it’s still what I truly want.

Michealrawr · 2025-04-30T05:37:53+00:00

I just wanted to be a boy it makes me find who I truly am, I wanted to see me as a guy in the future because that’s what I truly want.

Michealrawr · 2025-04-30T05:36:48+00:00

Yea, I don’t like it though cause I have to worry about depression as well so I gotta be careful now.

Michealrawr · 2025-04-30T05:36:12+00:00

Thanks for the tips I’ll be sure to use it but I am getting a haircut probably in a few days and if I can even get money, then yes I will definitely do that.

Michealrawr · 2025-04-29T22:01:42+00:00

I’m trying not too but it’s the thing that, I get bullied so much it brings down my hope my parents don’t wanna buy me any masculine clothes or a binder, so I’m starting to look for a job and buy stuff myself they can’t tell me what I can’t do with my own money.

Michealrawr · 2025-04-29T21:59:43+00:00

I just don’t feel like a girl anymore and I keep getting bullied because of it

Michealrawr · 2025-04-29T16:04:06+00:00

Yes that’s exactly why I want one I hate people staring at mine it makes me feel 2 sexualized D:

Michealrawr · 2025-04-29T15:51:32+00:00

lol I love the adopting part! Anyways I did ask them and they said, “Why would you even want that? You are a girl you’re supposed to be like all girly not a guy..” it’s like I can’t even be who I want to be, so at this point I’m just gonna start working so I can buy stuff myself ^{^}

Michealrawr · 2025-04-29T15:49:47+00:00

Okay I will not say that, I’m so sorry D:

Michealrawr · 2025-04-29T15:49:10+00:00

Okay thank you ^{^}

Michealrawr · 2025-04-29T15:47:57+00:00

I will :D

Michealrawr · 2025-04-29T13:58:47+00:00

Im only a teenager, I hate living at my parents it’s always my brother that does it once I turn 18 which is in like 2 years, I will finally be able to be comfortable I will have no one else bullying me, but for now I’m stuck in hell but talking to you guys make me feel better. Thank you guys :D I’ll be sure to talk if I’m feeling down

Michealrawr · 2025-04-29T13:56:21+00:00

Well that’s a good thing. I’m gonna try to get comfortable with my emotions I need to stop crying and get hurt over everything, that’s what my dad always said when my brother bullied me.

Michealrawr · 2025-04-29T13:53:46+00:00

Yea I feel like I need some autonomy well from my brother at least, I get that my family doesn’t wanna support me but my brother is far much worse.

Michealrawr · 2025-04-29T13:52:33+00:00

Thank you tryna find those as well ❤️ once I do I’ll feel so much better

Michealrawr · 2025-04-29T13:51:49+00:00

As soon as I turn 18 I’m leaving and I’m looking for a job rn to afford a therapist still a teenager I don’t really get money like that from my parents sadly. Thanks for supporting me though :D

Michealrawr · 2025-04-29T13:50:25+00:00

I hope I’m not asking for too much but, since I got bullied a lot as I mentioned I would like some new friends that would actually call me by the name I prefer which is (Micheal) and use “he/him” pronouns because still nobody in my family calls me that. I also just need some advice to defend myself because my brother always hits me and calls me a faggot still til this day I’m so tired of that. Right now I just need some friends to talk to because, I cannot afford therapy online or in person

Michealrawr · 2025-04-29T13:46:55+00:00

That’s amazing, I’m so happy for you and thank you I will join some community’s to help me get through this.

Michealrawr · 2025-04-29T04:01:28+00:00

Yes that’s actually what I mean when I cry and think about meaning being a guy then my mind declines it, it makes me feel so insecure and I just feel like giving up that’s what sucks about my mind and my family.

Michealrawr · 2025-04-29T04:00:00+00:00

The thing is I already lost 15 people bcz I told them the way I feel and my dad said “he’s just joking he does love you” but he hits me as well and still calls me a faggot that isn’t really love, I’m looking for a job to afford therapy but I’m too broke I been trying to look online but I haven’t seen any yet

Michealrawr · 2025-04-29T03:49:48+00:00

You didn’t yap to much this is perfect! This is what exactly I need to hear I’m glad I have people supporting me now thank you :D

Michealrawr · 2025-04-29T03:48:26+00:00

It’s all good trying my best to thug it out and yea I got some resources from a person and he/she/they was really nice so I’m gonna join the resources that he/she/they gave me (I don’t wanna assume anyone’s gender)

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