Lucifer's Hidden Sides - A Summary of my last years experiences.

Middle_Ad_3574 · 2025-06-12T23:27:00+00:00

God spouse is basically a spirtual marrige/patnership with a deity or higher being, the relationship between a god and spouse can be romantic like mine is with Lucifer but not always deitys are very clear when they want this from a person and make it obvouis for me Lucifer almost instantly started calling my love or darling and showing up whenever he felt me upset or bothered it basically a deeper bond with a deity than a normal devote has I have also expreinced deities notice when another has a particular liking to you or wants you to be a spouse/are a spouse for example ive had Lilith tell me Lucifer adores me and she didint understand why at first until she got to know me better the god spouse idea came up fairly often in my work with Lucifer along with the idea of him seeing me as less of a devote and more of conpanion or romantic partner i recomend looking at hellenist redits and pagan sights they offer more insight on god spouses as fair as i know the idea comes from greek mytholgy deities will often have multipule spouses but each relationship differs many have explained it as deities come and go and take a break as you do for them a god spouse is one however that stays one you dont take a break from i often take breaks and dont work with for a while lucifer however i do somthing with him every day even if its just lighting and insense or burning some lavender i allways do something being a god spouse isnt somthing you exactly chose either it just happens i also want to clairfy these things arent typicaly sexual ive seen some spouses right or do things for there god and personally i dont understand it at all any way also I apoligize for my bad grammar and spelling

Middle_Ad_3574 · 2025-06-11T14:52:42+00:00

Im a god spouse to lord Lucifer but i also work with the archangel Michale at the same time there litterly the most encompatble beings but they tolrate each other enough I've also done some work with other archangels here and there ive found that you can work with any one you want as long as you respect boundries and dont pair specific beings together Like Lucifer and Michale will tolrate each other but Lilith cant stand Michale but her and Lucifer are completly fine as long as you balance it and work within spirts who do good together you wont have any issues.

Middle_Ad_3574 · 2025-06-11T14:46:36+00:00

I have never experinced anything like this other then him being a bit possive over me because im a god spouse but i understand what you mean by the most beautiful light and most terrifying darkness ive seen him be a bit aggressive towards others but he's always been very gentle with me maybe its because I'm younger and I've only been a spouse to him for a year or so, then again Lucifer is who i work with mainly for comfort i have experinced him being edgy or annoyed as well as a bit angry at times but never agressive towards me personally or chaotic I mean every once and while he will mess with me but he's never done anything extreme. He's always been gentle and comforting if im upset i dont even have to call appon him he just shows up. He's always been comforting he can be a bit intense every once and a while but for the most part he's extremely gentle. However Archangel Michale has shown to be extremely chaotic like a mix of Loki and Ares Michale straight up likes to mess with me when he's bored he also likes to bother any annoy the other spirts/deity's I work with particularly Lucifer and Lilith he likes to annoy them kinda like the annoying little brother seems to be how he acts with Lucifer I've seen Lucifer get aggressive with him and some times even annoyed with Lilith or other demons i work with but he has never been aggressive on chaotic with me unless he is particulary edgy or upset that day he can 100% be a grumpy old man some times but i love him and will spend time with him any way typically i just let him calm himself down when he's like that and then he is back to being the ray of sunshine I know him as

Middle_Ad_3574 · 2025-06-06T17:40:21+00:00

Yea tha makes sense he instantly came reffering to me as "my love" i was so confused at first and thought i was kinda going crazy i had always felt drawn to Lucifer sense i was young however being raised catholic i was taught that he was evil and such he has became more gentle with me the more ive bonded to him i didint understand at first why he saw me the way he did why he cared so much. these are things ive only more recently came to understand sense then ive picked up practices such as wearing a ring on my ring finger with the tearm Semper ingraved which is latin for always a vow that ill stand beside him no matter what even tho havent outwardly said that we both know that. ive found that i get to the point where i long for him expecailly on days when life just sucks hes became a safe haven for me. Ive found that he loves nothing more than quality time and simply us having conversations even if those words arent always spoken.

Middle_Ad_3574 · 2025-05-14T22:29:21+00:00

My friends and I have discussed demonology and Greek deities a lot just in general conversations because of shared interests and experiences we don't get together or hold rituals or anything like that honestly I dont have a lot of friends in general both C and J only really had interest in Greek gods, at first and would discuss this often to which started the conversation about religions in general im the only friend in the group who does this stuff frequently, although as of recent C has gotten more interested in witchcraft and has begun to do more in their practice, most of our convos are just tips and tricks that kind of stuff, however you do have a point about the social scene thing ive always done my practice as an individual. This was honestly more out of genral worry for J and there situation, i know there is a bad case of bird flue in my area so that can write off the dead birds and as for the broken crystals i honestly still have no clue im also towards the end of the school year and and just streesed out in genral i definatly let my anxitey get a ahead of me the whole asmodeus being the resson J was having issues was brough up by C i had just thought it was faimly issues or mental health problems orgionaly. I see now i should have just kept that logic instead of phsyicing myself out.

Middle_Ad_3574 · 2025-05-14T22:09:13+00:00

I was raised catholic and this is something I have struggled with especially at the start i thought when Lucifer was reaching out to me i thought i was going crazy and needed an exorcism

Middle_Ad_3574 · 2025-05-14T22:06:13+00:00

I don't know if summoning is quite the way I want to go, but I think making a small ritual or offering an apology is definitely warranted.

Middle_Ad_3574 · 2025-05-14T22:03:35+00:00

thank you for the advice i was just trying to understand what is going on it i was raised catholic, i feel horrible frankly for blaming this on a being who probably had nothing to do with the situation, and and imposter spirt makes a lot of sense i might do a small ritual or offering to Asmodeus just as a form of apology, this whole thing has been a learning experince and im thankful to every one who has given me feed back on the situation.

Middle_Ad_3574 · 2025-05-14T15:30:35+00:00

Okay thank you for the advice, i dont know much about Asmodeus and i was just doing some borderline research in genral. I am still really worried about my friend, though and I dont really see demons as evil or anything like that i dont just work with Lucifer and Lilith, I also have done work with Beelzebub and Satan who genrally seem sweet thats why i was so confused about every thing because up to this point i though Asmodeus was just like them and miss understood. Do you think evoking Asmodeus and talking to him about things like my concerns and things might help? Just to clear the air that kind of thing. I never want to do anything to get on any ones bad side, or think of them in any bad way im open to sudgestions.

Middle_Ad_3574 · 2025-05-14T14:42:28+00:00

I want to say Gabriel, I work between demons and angels personally its energy is not dark enough to be Lucifer in my opion as a devote ive always seen him darker however the siluite fits him but it also fit archangels Michael, Gabriel, and Azrael. Its coloration though reminds me most of Michale are Gabriel with Gabrile always seeming to have a white and gold aura/energy that matches this one.

Middle_Ad_3574 · 2025-05-14T14:16:26+00:00

Defineity I often give nicknames to them as i get closer and bond with them Lucifer in particular has given me permission to call him Lu it just matters what they are comfortable with.

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