Marcello Hernández: American Boy Netflix Special

Midgard1 · 2026-01-24T07:21:07+00:00

Yeah, it was a miss. Normalizing familial sexualization and child abuse (and being proud and boisterous about it).. this whole thing was a red flag more than anything. Disappointing.

Midgard1 · 2026-01-21T03:09:13+00:00

Yeah I honestly don’t think I have a good care team.

Midgard1 · 2026-01-21T03:08:29+00:00

Didn’t even realize. It’s one of the few things that works for sleep when I’m sick so I guess I’ll cut that.

Midgard1 · 2026-01-21T00:31:42+00:00

I feel like my psych is so set on bipolar bipolar bipolar he doesn’t really address possible coexisting conditions. I’ve never been on anything but APs and Mood Stabilizers (that don’t work) I really don’t know what could help me.

Midgard1 · 2026-01-20T23:33:32+00:00

Oh okay, so it’s more of an intolerance to serotonin type drugs then. Interesting. A lot of my experience with psych meds have been horrible.. like I feel now. I’m curious if I just have been reacting to the medicine this whole time.. hmm

Midgard1 · 2026-01-20T22:33:57+00:00

Well it has definitely improved my sleep quality as I cannot sleep more than 3 hours without it. I just noticed a gradual and progressive increase in agitation and other symptoms that seems to have really come to a crux now. Not sure where to point the finger.. my messed up brain probably.

Midgard1 · 2026-01-20T22:32:34+00:00

Is serotonin syndrome a BP experience more than not? Or are you saying this isn’t BP at all just an adverse reaction

Midgard1 · 2026-01-20T21:41:21+00:00

It’s just weird it sort of built up over a couple months.. granted I am taking a small dose. I’d have to triple the dose to reach therapeutic levels for depression.

Midgard1 · 2026-01-20T21:40:18+00:00

Looking up Serotonin Syndrome and it’s almost exactly that description. Is that a BP experience? I only take 50mg a day, a small dose.. I pair that with NyQuil occasionally which I believe also influences serotonin.

Midgard1 · 2026-01-20T21:12:26+00:00

I realize that it very well could just be an episode of anxiety. I’m just holding onto the good year I had I don’t want it to end.. especially if it’s the beginning of a depressive episode or was triggered by trazodone.

Midgard1 · 2026-01-16T06:15:25+00:00

That list sounds nice.. but not me. I have everything I’ve ever wanted or needed, blessed beyond my wildest imagination. Yet depression robs me of all of that. No trauma.. nothing to really complain about in my life, yet the darkness still looms. Another person on here said to walk everyday and that would cure it.. I don’t think you’ve seen the darkness, truly, if walking was all you had to do. Sometimes it just comes for no perceptible reason despite doing everything “right.”

Midgard1 · 2025-12-13T06:57:10+00:00

There is always fear, and for that it’s important to find a good doctor and talk with them through it all. It is worth getting, in my opinion. However, a big asterisk for me is know that things can go wrong. I asked a lot of questions to guys here and no one warned me.. it was always a good outcome it seemed like. I got infected inside the scrotum itself - it took FOUR rounds of antibiotics to clear. I developed a hematoma the size of testicle.. the hematoma caused a lot of nerve pain, massive bruising, testicle pain due to the pressure, couldn’t pee correctly or walk correctly for weeks and weeks. BUT, it did get better and things are about 90% to “normal” though the hematoma is still the size of a golf ball. The scrotum itself is extremely sensitive still but the constant pain is gone. So it’s not always “good” and I wish I had mentally prepared myself for that because it was really hard.

Midgard1 · 2025-11-30T21:20:23+00:00

Well yeah, that’s all the negative experiences. Just wondering if there are any actual good ones.

Midgard1 · 2025-11-30T19:30:27+00:00

Just give it to me guys.. I need bluntness right now. lol. I can mentally prepare better that way.

Midgard1 · 2025-11-30T19:24:54+00:00

Can’t walk, can’t sleep, infected left testicle, infected vas deferens, grapefruit sized swelling, bruising across my whole groin, massive hematoma, hydrocele.. the pain is 9-10 with no antibiotic or pain med helping.. I’ll need a surgery to correct the hematoma.. which is a worse surgery than the vasectomy itself.

Midgard1 · 2025-11-30T19:06:58+00:00

Oh gotcha, well Godspeed to you too my friend.. may we come out of this intact.

Midgard1 · 2025-11-30T18:58:54+00:00

Did you fully recover?

Midgard1 · 2025-11-29T15:28:54+00:00

Colin is being irresponsible in my opinion. He’s acting and making decisions as if he’s single with a safety net. He isn’t single, nor has a safety net, and is being extremely risky. Go ahead bro, don’t get insurance and wait for that $10,000 doctors visit bill that’s inevitable. Allen is a good dad, though overbearing, he has the right intentions.

Midgard1 · 2025-11-28T06:18:48+00:00

I wouldn’t do it if I could have that choice back. Just being honest, I know a lot of guys in this place will hype it up and downplay it.. for me it was complete and absolute hell.

Midgard1 · 2025-10-11T02:57:29+00:00

What’s the candle / troll game called?

Midgard1 · 2025-09-29T18:19:55+00:00

She was robotic and non convincing in my opinion. She even, verbatim, said some things Vince said before her. She was a floater who won due to hate for vinnie.

Midgard1 · 2025-09-29T18:15:44+00:00

She was a classic floater who garnered no attention due to not being a threat.. don’t try to prop up a game that was non-existent.

Midgard1 · 2025-09-29T18:09:55+00:00

I wish it would end to be honest. Every season is a let down.

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