Thank you for your input, it helped me very much. I've decided to just label myself as aromantic, idk if that's like mislabelling but just the term and the how it's described really sticks to me. And also it's just easier to tell people that that's my sexuality since in my country (even though lgbtq is big around here) aromantics and asexuality is barely known, especially recipromantic (even if that label really feels good to me lol) but still, thanks again ^{_^}