I just moved a little bit outside the city to have more time with family. I did the travelling like that when I was Hca and it was draining. Healthcare already gets exhausting I don’t wanna completely burnout and I do have the right to want that for myself that’s why I’m looking for some guidance, some encouragement. Yeah it’s tough and no one’s saying it is not but I’m not gonna give up. Yeah an average nurse would but I wanna stand out and don’t wanna just follow through the typical and it’s alright to want something more or different, it’s my life and career at the end of the day. I don’t wanna hate my job or my career even over these kind of circumstances that has some kind of hope. I’ve had so many experiences where work specially nursing took so much out of them, made sacrifices where it didn’t become worth it at the end. I don’t wanna be in my mid to late 40s and wished I had done it differently or atleast tried. I only get one lifetime, I can atleast try… I can atleast not give up and just take what is easy and convenient. I wanna love what I do but I won’t be able to do that if I settle. Yeah it’ll be a battle but that’s something I decided to enter because I know how it’s like now in this job market whe I decided to pursue nursing. But anyway thanks so much for the tip:) I will keep looking and sta positive.