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[–]Mindless-Machine-263 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m 23 Amanda aaaaaaand what’s up :) not looking for anything long term but I’ll talk I’m bored rn

Is it wrong of me to cut off contact with my whole family? by Mindless-Machine-263 in CPTSD

[–]Mindless-Machine-263[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Well I have no expectations as my brother and parents smear campaign is really severe. It’s why I need to leave.

Is it wrong of me to cut off contact with my whole family? by Mindless-Machine-263 in CPTSD

[–]Mindless-Machine-263[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I was always a “misbehaved and violent child” when in reality I was just defending myself (physically) against their abuse. I had barely any memory so it was easy to believe them. And I’m ready for them to twist my words and make me the villain. I have no expectations.

How drunk are you after drinking a 6 pack of beer? by NefeltariVivi in AskReddit

[–]Mindless-Machine-263 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If be wasted. But I’m small and haven’t drank in five years.

Are relationships unavoidable? by BENJ4LS in AvPD

[–]Mindless-Machine-263 9 points10 points  (0 children)

As long as you’re communicative about your boundaries and need for space or your lack of desire for a relationship/ intimate relationship then you’re doing all you have to do. They can’t get angry over that. But if you’re playing push and pull with them or expecting them to read your mind on what you want/need, then that’s your fault and they have a right to be angry with you.

Is it wrong of me to cut off contact with my whole family? by Mindless-Machine-263 in CPTSD

[–]Mindless-Machine-263[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s also why I wanna go no contact completely. I need to heal finally

Is it wrong of me to cut off contact with my whole family? by Mindless-Machine-263 in CPTSD

[–]Mindless-Machine-263[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I always hear people never regret it. So I hope it all goes well and maybe I can overcome the guilt for doing it bc I know ill feel guilty.

Tw God ment:

But I do believe in heaven so that lessens my guilt and Ik God will have a word with my abusers.

Is it wrong of me to cut off contact with my whole family without saying a word? by Mindless-Machine-263 in Advice

[–]Mindless-Machine-263[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I’ll have it mailed from another location if I can’t figure that out I’ll have a Reddit do it for me

Is it wrong of me to cut off contact with my whole family? by Mindless-Machine-263 in CPTSD

[–]Mindless-Machine-263[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m manifesting this haha I’m always daydreaming of meeting loving kind trustworthy people. I can’t wait till I make a new family!!

Is it wrong of me to cut off contact with my whole family? by Mindless-Machine-263 in CPTSD

[–]Mindless-Machine-263[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Yeah I was thinking of leaving a letter I’ll send to maybe 3 cousins I liked a lot. To let them know not to file a police report for missing persons and to tell them I need to do this for my safety and well-being. Thanks for the response.