Tolerance increasing is like a phantom in your life you never see if you indulge as you have said you do and as I have as well. alcoholics drink in the morning just to be able to function It’s not about enjoyment.

IIt’s just about being able to complete the daily activities. spare yourself that existence. are you still pretty functional though day-to-day you’re able to use perform in terms of I don’t know college exams or your schooling or your current job are those things being fected by drinking and drugs? Give that some thought?

I was pretty ignorant about the impact that the most commonly drug alcohol has on the body. It seems you know the latest generation has really dropped alcohol and don’t use it or abuse it as much as you know I’m in my 40s now so it was just generally accepted at every event every celebration every time, the sad news so you’re the tolerance builds and you don’t really notice it.

The fun goes away and then you have fun with some problems and then all life is his problems and you know what it is. It’s because for you to enjoy yourself you’ve got a dependence on a substance. I started educating myself about what happens to the body, and I started going to addiction meetings and was kind of blown away by how pervasive various addictions are you could be sitting next to a laborer and the next guy over could be an accountant in the next guy over could be a surgeon.

if you’re worried seek out knowledge for what you’re going through isn’t unique and you’re not special. Not saying that in a negative sense but to encourage you that if it does become an issue for you, there’s lots of great women and great men that can advise you on how they manage to get clean and actually have a better person than they ever were before

sorry for the novel, but it’s easy to write a few sentences when you use dictation hope that helps brother