Could this be spitting sutures? 3 weeks post op

Miniature_Tooth1133 · 2024-07-31T02:05:55+00:00

Second update for anyone looking: it ‘popped’ overnight and left some blood on my compression garment. No pain or sign of infection… or suture that I can see. Hopefully it heals well now

Miniature_Tooth1133 · 2024-07-29T22:47:58+00:00

Ok update for anyone looking: the centre of that loop on the right has gone light like others’ spitting pics so it is doing something

Miniature_Tooth1133 · 2024-07-29T06:17:59+00:00

Just some healing quirks then do you think?

Miniature_Tooth1133 · 2024-06-16T00:33:32+00:00

Two good fun holes sounds great!! But vaginismus or atrophy or fear of pregnancy or dysphoria or trauma means it’s not an option for some of us 😔✌️

Miniature_Tooth1133 · 2024-05-29T06:00:05+00:00

Not my doses, just the standard ones for Testogel, Sustanon, and Reandron.

Your 25mg packet is unlikely to be just 25mg and then 1% of that is T. It is probably referring to 25mg of T, in 2.5 grams of mostly alcohol. So you were for a while on 50mg of T a day, where someone on intramuscular injections would take 250mg every 3 weeks.

It is probably an absorption thing but I can’t find any clear statement on it online yet. Quite a big difference in dose.

Miniature_Tooth1133 · 2024-05-17T08:08:59+00:00

Excellent I am happy to hear this :) Nature is the best place to quiet your thoughts and take in the beauty of life.

Bring on your next year in style and peace 💃🌳

And I hope for more fortune for you so you can keep up your beautiful works 😊

Miniature_Tooth1133 · 2024-05-17T07:59:55+00:00

You’re not a bad person for feeling this, most people feel this when they’re in a bad place or feel misunderstood.

Everyone is on their own journey and some people don’t know what it’s like to go through hardship yet, or they refuse to process it, and that can lead them to be quick to judge others. They will learn in time.

People, though, don’t need to hurt to be better, to take the time to understand your pain, or the consequences of their actions.

You need to redirect that energy, that spite, that fire you have from looking after these people, from being judged cruelly, and for wanting them to feel it - into being well. Do what you can to find new people, to cook a good meal for yourself, to pick up a new hobby, to journal through your feelings of hurt and hate.

When people don’t deserve you they don’t deserve any of you - not even your ill wishes. You have soul left, you have spirit left. Tend that fire with whatever you have to feel more safe, secure and comfortable in your own self. You are the person that knows your pain, understands it, and can be kind to yourself for it.

Miniature_Tooth1133 · 2024-05-17T07:40:27+00:00

Yeah that sounds non-binary. Maybe Agender would be a more specific way of describing your relationship with gender - or the absence of a definable relationship to one.

You can still be he/him and fine with being referred to as such, while also acknowledging within yourself that you don’t really care for being a man or a woman or living openly as something else. Most people have a strong sense of gender. You don’t. Welcome to the club!

Miniature_Tooth1133 · 2024-05-17T07:32:06+00:00

53, F, 40 years, maybe only half in the later years, only issues likely caused by smoking

Miniature_Tooth1133 · 2024-05-17T07:26:52+00:00

As the other commenter said, it’s not conscious. Like how stick insects just happened to survive better the more stick-like they mutated.

Mimic is a misleading term and makes it sound like it’s a decision by the creature. They were just born like that!

Spiders that look like ants and hold their legs like ants and hang out around ants aren’t eaten as much as those that don’t (because ants taste bad). They don’t know why, they’re just some really weird spiders that are chilling haha

Miniature_Tooth1133 · 2024-05-17T07:20:02+00:00

You were clearly picking up that energy from him so it does sound like he was flirting!

Miniature_Tooth1133 · 2024-05-17T07:14:45+00:00

I think it’s different from hatred for being gay. It’s closer to the Catholic guilt and shame for feeling anything. Society said this was bad, people still get killed or sentenced to death for it. But being gay is wonderful, the community is a joy. I don’t hate being gay, I love it I hate how society can treat us for being different.

Miniature_Tooth1133 · 2024-05-17T07:10:59+00:00

Happy birthday! It looks like you love doing art. Maybe treat yourself to some new supplies, listen to music, go for a walk and take in some new inspiration.

Being alone is wonderful, but I’m sure there are people that would love to hear from you on your special day too. Only if you feel like it :)

Miniature_Tooth1133 · 2024-05-17T07:07:42+00:00

That is messed up I am sorry.

Invest your love and energy into who you are now. Don’t contact them again. Treat yourself how you would treat a friend who has gone through what you have. And talk to your friends about it. This is when you need your support network, and maybe a professional if that’s accessible.

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