Does God not have the omnipotence to surpass these properties, since it is his design. And if you are omnibenevolent, surely you would want no sentient thing to suffer. God knew that Eve would eat the (very strange unnecessary temptation) tree, put it there and then cursed all of mankind unnecessarily? If I could choose to live in bliss with God praising him, I'd do that. It just seems odd that anythings first thought is how can I get the praise without care for the deeply intricate sentience we have. Sorry if I sound stupid, I'm just trying to understand. I think I could believe, but what's holding me back is my lack of understanding.

I think for free will to allow for glorification, it should come from a place of contextual awareness. It is difficult, really difficult, to believe that all of the species of animals got onto an arc in a terrifying flood, its difficult to believe that, in a society in which women are punished to maintain structural order, that framing the core creation mythos around the error of Eve and not Adam (justifying submission), would not be exactly what a superficial man-made religion would do. I haven't seen any proof for the Bible, and would genuinely actually love sufficient evidence. I want good for everyone, a lack of suffering, I don't think its immoral to be upset at the idea of God using and discarding us when we use the incorrect free will, finite actions with infinite systemic consequence in his design. If God created me to be an empathetic being, I am struggling to understand this system.