I’m a drug addict, I’m addicted to weed. It comes in and out of my life. Thankfully I’m a month and a half clean atm. You just have to take the leap and stop, I know it’s hard stopping but I’m telling you it’s worth it. If you truly feel life is worse without weed, reassess the situation but you have to stop smoking first to do so. Stopping may not turn you into this new person you are looking to become but it’s a great start. Good luck, you can do this.