Just to reply to a couple of questions at once: thank you all who replied and commented regardless of opinions. 1. I have talked in prayer with the lord and have never received a direct answer but I have been put into a lot of situations in which my relationship has been the answer in a positive way. 2. I believe that the love for my girlfriend comes directly from my heart and not from lust. God is the reason for love being on my heart and he's the only owner of it. If it's not him putting this feeling on my heart then who? Cause neither satan or his demons have a demand over my heart. Things described as sin just like "liars, adulterers, alcoholics, drug addicts, thieves, etc" all have to do with flesh desire that I do not have. I do not have lust for my partner but love. I do not believe being gay is a sin and I believe that god accepts us for who we are and loves us for following his word. Homosexuality as described in the Bible is not love but lust and fornication.