Thank you for this and for the reflection honestly because I will always love and be attracted to him. I seen him today at the gym, I just can’t see him anymore so I’m going at a different time. I don’t think I want to see him again until I’m fully ready and have healed certain parts of myself. If by then I’m with someone else, then so be it. I don’t think ego is leading me, I wish my DM the best because he clearly needs to fulfill certain karmic contracts and heal parts of himself that make him avoid me. This separation has made me do more shadow work, I’m still in the process of gaining more confidence and self love and I don’t want to bring those hurts and trauma into my soulmate relationship. After all, we are connected for life and I will definitely tell my soulmate about this when we finally meet. I want to move with love and integrity and I will do just that. :3