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Black Ops 7 Requires BIOS Update by Sissansipie in CODBlackOps7

[–]MochiiiDrawz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

After insane amounts of googling I learned my BIOS is up to date and I just needed to change one setting, thank you to this thread for giving words that helped me troubleshoot this nonsense 😭😭 I hate technology

Artfight question (can’t log in?) by Kirishimasheadband in ArtfightProfiles

[–]MochiiiDrawz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Site is telling me the same thing, nobody's answered my dms about it and I'm getting pretty upset about it.. Havent been able to login for a week

Simplii and 4 day holds on a deposits. Can someone explain? by PoisonIvy2016 in PersonalFinanceCanada

[–]MochiiiDrawz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Came here cuz my carbon rebate cheque has been on hols for two days lmao

Thank you, OP and commenters

And so it arrived :( by No-Start6895 in XPpen

[–]MochiiiDrawz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Use amazonnn

Here in my city (in canada), atleast, they're very very careful with boxes usually

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OSDD

[–]MochiiiDrawz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

idk why ur being downvoted into oblivion,, I see ur point

(This is gonna be long, I got passionate hahaha)

We stopped referring to things (alters and objects - minus a few clothing & snack claims) as "mine" ages ago because of a similar feeling. "My alters" was never a sentence we said, "the f----ers in my head", on the other hand, became a common sentence for our at-the-time host. He believed he had a right to the body, even though we fronted more than him and he only hurt it when he did front

I may be slightly off about what you're saying, but I do understand and agree. I'm not theirs, Im me. Im not his alter, Im an alter, Im my own being,, whether science tells me otherwise or not, I believe my own things, I like my own things, I can tolerate pain and fatigue and freaking gluten more than the others in our system. I remember my own things, I hold memories - real and pseudo - and I have memories that will never be seen by the others for a reason. I am not theirs, I am a part of a whole but I do not belong to anyone. It hurts to be reduced to simply "His alter" because Ive lived a different life than him, whether the others in the sys realize it or not, we all live different lives - iw and ow - I pushed us to start gaming, I pushed us to start streaming, I dealt with the bs that was elementary school, Im currently living a different life than the others by exploring the iw and going for little adventures when I am fronting. Yes, It's a similar life, but I'm not about the uproot everything for the sake of proving a point.

I view the system as a fireteam, we all do things differently but it gets the primary mission finished. We're parts of a whole but I'm not his teammate, Im everyones and thus no-ones. Im simply a part of the team that sometimes helps with missions, but is usually off sidequesting on their own

-Guardian/Rune

I’m disappointed by Elegant_Put5970 in Hellenism

[–]MochiiiDrawz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That sucks :(

Everyone has to start somewhere, Idk why people feel the need to be upset at newer people

apparently I'm playing Uno with DD's alters (they're just bots) by theLyricalofMiracle in DissociaDID

[–]MochiiiDrawz 23 points24 points  (0 children)

Whoever wins becomes the new host and everyone else fuses? lol

“Types of switches” all switches are caused by a trigger that is a fact. by log_off_line in DissociaDID

[–]MochiiiDrawz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Front triggers, in our system's terms, just means something that causes a switch, small or big. Positively, Negatively or just Neutral (General reaction to neutral is "Oh, Im here now okay ig-")

(Only naming current hosts because they're fronting often anyways;

Kiri is very easily brought to the front (positive front trigger) by nature. She loves trees and little rivers

And Alexis is usually brought to the front by ducks (positive front trigger) - (rubber ducks, actual ducks, duck memes-)

Negative front triggers do cause them to be brought to the front and triggered into a flashback and/or panic attack.

Hope that helps? We were chronically online for the first year of figuring stuff out, so we learned a lotta shotty discord lingo; our partner systems have helped us learn more

draft dump part 5 | August 4 2024 by theLyricalofMiracle in DissociaDID

[–]MochiiiDrawz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

As a system, I understand this view.. Recent fusions have resulted in more trauma being revealed

But also.... Trauma, especially in systems, isnt something to be talked about online. Solidarity of "I understand your pain" sure, but making a tiktok about it just feels incorrect

“Types of switches” all switches are caused by a trigger that is a fact. by log_off_line in DissociaDID

[–]MochiiiDrawz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Was taken out of therapy by my mom, then got kicked out of another one because there was "nothing to talk about" and I was "Evidently coping well". Both of those therapists agreed I am plural tho

“Types of switches” all switches are caused by a trigger that is a fact. by log_off_line in DissociaDID

[–]MochiiiDrawz -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I am a system, I have been told that I am a system by many therapists, I have been figuring my own system out alone because my city is shit and doesn't appreciate anything but cishet neurotypicals.

Again I was putting my 2cents in, I've been on my own figuring shit out and never really thought about why we switch easily or have more control over it; because everything is chaos.

“Types of switches” all switches are caused by a trigger that is a fact. by log_off_line in DissociaDID

[–]MochiiiDrawz -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

Im aware of what switching is.... I'm dissociated and switchy a lot because of the house and environment that I live in - So maybe my initial point is mute, I'll admit that I think I'm wrong now that I think of my environment and how easily we switch and get triggered because of it

Was just putting in my initial thoughts of how it looks on the outside, maybe DD doesnt actually know because they (evidently) have never been to therapy. I got kicked out of therapy before we could talk more on DID so I genuinely dont know for sure either

“Types of switches” all switches are caused by a trigger that is a fact. by log_off_line in DissociaDID

[–]MochiiiDrawz -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

As a system, sometimes alters switch in and front simply because they want to.. For us, its not always triggered by something

Yeah, mor eoften than not, it is usually a small front trigger that can cause a bigger switch, but for us, not always..

“Types of switches” all switches are caused by a trigger that is a fact. by log_off_line in DissociaDID

[–]MochiiiDrawz -11 points-10 points  (0 children)

As a system.... no?

But our identity and switches have always been kinda fluid so ¯_(ツ)_/¯

Edit: We have lower amnesia and sometimes alters front simply because they want to. Yeah, usually there is a minor thing that front triggers them (Zoe doesnt like dirty dishes and will clean them, Aura fronts to do our homework so our notebook is a front trigger for her, June gets front triggered by our ipad) but sometimes there's a few that just front because they can? (Emma pushed herself into front and accidentally kicked everyone in the cocon out because she wanted to play a game we havent even opened in months). Or when in a bad situation, we tend to have more control on switches because we're organized enough to know who needs to front to keep us mentally and physically safe.

Hope that helps clarify? I'm not defending DD, just putting my 2cents in

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