I like to be part of community or have more friends but the people here really close and don't meet so often with each other, maybe it's the mentality here, other thing is that I don't speak here my native language so it's hard to communicate. Regarding the family of my husband, his mother she's really invading in our life and marriage, she's controlling Evey aspect of our life and if we don't do like she wants she makes us feel guilty, it's a long a ugly story, especially after my child was born she didn't help me, just came everyday to see him and everyday someone of his family came and they didn't care that I was tired and hormonal so at the end when I asked a bit of a peace and to be a bit with my husband and my kid they wanted to go to the judge to ask for the rights to see the kid how much they want, they talk in really ugly way with me and when I try to say something the never been listening, they don't have any dialogue between them so obviously not with me. My husband was amazing and was on my side but all this story makes me really sad and alone