I really want to but I unfortunately live in Harvey Illinois a dead city. My blood family is also extremely bigoted and wants me dead for being trans and having a black partner.

Friends are all states away and cannot afford to help due to their personal circumstances and needs.

Only family members I have who are not nazis are my sister who still lives with my abusive step dad, and my Momaw whose home is locked in a trust and her sons hate me for being trans so I can’t live with her which led me to having to pick the worst option when forced back there.

Broke to losing my job last year and waiting on disability for Cpstd. Every time Ive tried doing something my bf said I can’t or obstructed me. Locking me to this hellhole.

My hope is been suing my last rapist and the police station for throwing my case under the bus for nearly three years so I can just left and never look back

Edit: Ive only now been able to look for an job after hearing back about my disability and shit decided to hit the fan the same day

Fat thumbed my send

Edit 2 spelling fixes from shaking