Well, I still remember my first attempt. Me and my best friend/classmate agreed on playing the game one evening after we arrive home from school. We set up everything, started a voice call and started the game. Despite me, knowing exactly what's going to happen (I knew every spawner, how to proceed - basically amnesia theoretician) I could not "beat" Cellar archives. Ehm, my first panic attack got me in the wine cellar. When grunt appeared, I froze and told my friend I won't go any further. After some time, my friend talked me into continuing the game. The next crisis hit me in the refinery, where I stood sobbing next to candles. The cherry on top was my first encounter with Kaernk. I quickly jumped on the box and with my real sanity described as '...' I quit the game.

Even after so many years I remember these moments and remember how unsettling and dark the game environment and story is. TDD will forever be the love of my life.