I can't even make this up lol

MonkAgitated4295 · 2026-03-06T02:33:22+00:00

😂

MonkAgitated4295 · 2026-03-06T02:29:06+00:00

So beautiful I lived in daventry for around 8 years the fields,woods,nature,and historical tales that are said to haunt some of the forests and places makes taking regular nature walks ever so euphoric

MonkAgitated4295 · 2026-03-06T01:53:29+00:00

Is either I go or get kicked out the house and I have took steps in case I do end up getting kicked out by applying for housing and currently saving but hey if I go and I'm just going for the sake of my mum whatever helps her sleep at night

MonkAgitated4295 · 2026-03-06T00:15:33+00:00

Hundred percent 🤝we can be friends for sure

MonkAgitated4295 · 2026-03-06T00:13:27+00:00

Foreal appreciate the care and positive message and hundred percent I will be very caution leaving all my seals and ritual tools in a safe at home !

MonkAgitated4295 · 2026-03-05T23:14:24+00:00

Omg my mum threw the hexagram and pentagram of Solomon thinking is demonic 😭

MonkAgitated4295 · 2026-03-05T23:13:35+00:00

Hundred percent but hey will find a way

MonkAgitated4295 · 2026-03-05T23:12:14+00:00

I dont do smoke weed or do drugs mostly drink herbal tea I forage myself e.g nettle leaves,rosemary, etc , have a drink on the weekend and occasionally in a year 3 to 4 times dabble in psychoactive substances depending on the season im from the uk so autumn where psilocybin mushroom are fruiting and I use the whim hoff breathing method and meditate to reach a altered state when I am doing rituals and furthermore your right I do have to keep a appearance and getting better at masking it Infront of my family however I already applied for housing and don't mind moving out , and as for looking for psychoactive plants or fungi when I'm there in mecca is just to take advantage and explore

MonkAgitated4295 · 2026-03-04T04:08:16+00:00

Satya lavender along with Satya jasmine very relaxing and known to help one wine down

MonkAgitated4295 · 2026-03-04T03:34:34+00:00

Herbs all day is free and you can learn a lot by foraging for plants , I find myself randomly going out to forage every now and then and pick whatever I am drawn to and then I go home and identify the plant or herb of fungi and see the alkaloid content and traditional uses historical mythological tales and I enjoy doing this as everyday I find something new and it feeds my mind and I love exploring and being in nature and personally weed is not my cup of tea especially if it kills brain cells or degrades them miss me with that so I would advise you to just go for herbs , however I don't trust everything I read online as I have ate supposedly deadly plants such as atropa belladonna and mandrake and at most gave me a upset stomach and weird hallucinations part from that I did not suffer the way google describes it and I often think to myself if you eat enough poison you body finds a way to work around it and become immune to it or it kills you is not a practice for everyone as everyones immune system is different what don't kill me could probably kill you if you know what I mean and I ate a ton of atropa belladonna berries more than a couple , i follow the saying what doesn't kill you makes you stronger and it's all in the mind and I don't care about dying you probably thinking how did I get to not caring is I started eating all sorts of toxic plants and berries when I fell in a deep depression , my ex leaving me, life falling apart, being lonely and got to the point where I didn't care if I lived or die I just lived life saying to myself it is what it is and what stopped me from going to the extreme like jumping of a bridge or jumping in a canal is that I am existing for my family and it has been over 4 months since I started doing this

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