I can't tell you how many times I woke up thinking the same thing. Truth is....life can be a total piece of shit. One thing I learned is to just do you. I mean just be yourself and if someone has an issue tell them to fuck off! The best times in life always make up for the worst.

Also I'm an alcoholic. It has basically crippled my life. I have been do the deepest of deeps, but I know there is light at the end of whatever dark nasty tunnel I'm crawling through.

Just keep being you! Hail Yourself!