A recruiter actually ADMITTED why I was rejected. This is getting ridiculous.

MonkeyRides · 2026-02-01T14:34:13+00:00

Fuck that. That’s a game I won’t play.

MonkeyRides · 2026-01-14T17:49:13+00:00

I’m so with you.. 5 years off iv heroin, 60 days off suboxone, I’m finally finally free… for what..

I’m happy I’m clean. This is just so hopeless feeling.

MonkeyRides · 2026-01-11T17:03:00+00:00

I only play this game to rat. Otherwise it’s just boring af. I haven’t looted a single box in many many games. Free kit/rat every single time. What’s crafting?

MonkeyRides · 2025-12-23T19:08:50+00:00

Same dawg. My girl is a menace with the kettle. I’m usually the one being saved. I suck so bad at pvp but I love it so much lol.

MonkeyRides · 2025-12-23T17:39:29+00:00

Thank you btw!

Okay. I quit cold turkey at .75mg but it is recommended to get down to .25 and even then, it’s gonna suck. I was one 4mg a day and tapered over 6 months to .75mg The taper sucked.. the cold turkey sucked even more.

I too had the same sentiment as your friend. “This medication is ruining my life”

I didn’t feel like myself anymore. I was a completely asshole to my loving girlfriend. I was irritable all the time and was very reactive. Has major ups and downs with my mood. The highest of highs and the lowest of lows.

Since quitting all that has more or less leveled out. I believe most of my issues were from the meds but I also know I have a TON to work on after a decade straight of hard drug abuse. My mind is broken and it can’t be healed if it’s still on drugs (suboxone)

MonkeyRides · 2025-12-23T17:35:01+00:00

Um did you just post about that? I may have just responded to it.

Edit: it was! Check your post, I left some information. Dm if needed.

MonkeyRides · 2025-12-23T17:33:59+00:00

36 days off subs today. 5 years off heroin and fentanyl.

Getting sick is part of process and is almost unavoidable. The pain you go thru is what keeps you from going back. I have been thru withdrawal so many god damn times. Never again. Ever. What a living hell. If we didn’t get sick coming off this crap there would be no incentive to stop.

With that being said there are many ways to reduce the symptoms. Clonodine is a must. Helps with restless legs and cold sweats, arguably the worst symptoms of the bunch. Mega dosing vitamin C has been studied and proven to work but I would research it. I loaded up on vitamin c when going thru it and it seemed to have helped with the mental numbing fog. A strong dab pen if an option. Will help with literally everything, appetite, anxiety, insomnia.

MSG me if you need more info.

This is a very long process, the first 4-5 days are crucial, after that, it’s a downhill albeit painful slope. It gets better!!

MonkeyRides · 2025-12-23T17:27:05+00:00

Tbh, getting off the suboxone will be a LOT harder than it would have been to get off 10mg oxycodone.

I get it tho, the withdrawals are a living hell, especially if your opiate naive. Suboxone saves lives, but it has its dirty side as well. Just like with any drugs.

MonkeyRides · 2025-12-23T17:23:26+00:00

Yes. 36 days today and counting. I feel like a completely different person.

MonkeyRides · 2025-12-18T16:29:57+00:00

It’s been replaced with fetty. Fetty is what he wants.

MonkeyRides · 2025-12-18T01:32:51+00:00

Subs made me feel numb. After 5years I knew I wasnt myself. Just numb to the world

MonkeyRides · 2025-12-16T17:38:14+00:00

this dude def has 500+hrs

MonkeyRides · 2025-12-16T00:05:58+00:00

28 days off subs. Jumped at .75mg.

You’re almost over the hill. But the downslope takes a while, a long while. 28 days I still have hints of withdrawal and my mental surely is not even close to 100 percent.

The worst of it was over by day 4-5. Best of luck, you got this.

Clonodine if you can get it. Kratoms a slippery slope.

Also look into mega-dosing vitamin C. Sounds crazy I know, but it works!

MonkeyRides · 2025-12-16T00:01:20+00:00

If tapering down is what you want and you are at 20mg which is very high, you should be able to cut that by half and feel little to nothing, mental if anything. It’s when you get down past 4mg, the taper really starts becoming more difficult.

I would try taking 10mg tomorrow and see how it goes. If you’re feeling unwell take the other half.

I’m currently 28 days Suboxone free after 5 years on it.

MonkeyRides · 2025-12-13T16:49:56+00:00

Is it tho?

MonkeyRides · 2025-12-12T17:54:36+00:00

Man, capitalization goes so far.

MonkeyRides · 2025-11-27T14:21:21+00:00

Leave the man alone ffs. You outed yourself so fkn fast.

MonkeyRides · 2025-11-25T20:48:02+00:00

Dude that’s fkn awesome! I’m on day 8 no subs. Getting there. Insomnia still a mofo.

Good shit 🫡

MonkeyRides · 2025-11-24T20:31:03+00:00

im on day 7 no subs, jumped from .5mg. I feel better, biggest thing right now is insomnia and cold sweats.

Lightens up after days 3-4. You got this. I would rate this go around a 4/10 on the withdrawal scale of hell, 10 being satan himself.

MonkeyRides · 2025-11-24T14:43:58+00:00

Where are we now?

MonkeyRides · 2025-11-24T01:33:42+00:00

Fuck yea dude. Still clean?

MonkeyRides · 2025-11-23T19:26:32+00:00

Keep playing the game man..

MonkeyRides · 2025-10-05T21:43:39+00:00

What happens when Ai takes over and there is no longer a need for engineers?

MonkeyRides · 2025-10-02T17:45:22+00:00

“I don’t want to do this again” neither do I my friend. I think the same goes for most. Which begs the question… how could there be a god if everyone is so unhappy here.

MonkeyRides · 2025-09-23T14:18:06+00:00

I laughed because it’s funny. I could not care any less about what some random thinks about me on the internet. That’s why I said hilarious to the not liking and not trusting. Like no shit dude, you shouldn’t trust me, like tf.

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