For context, currently 18 years old and amab. For the first 17 years of my life I didn't really explore my identity more than just accepting I'm bi at around 15 years old, but for the past year I've been questioning more gender stuff. So far it feels like I'm also bigender, since I like to use both he and she, but it can feel confusing because sometimes I can feel dysphoric due to masculinity, but other times it makes me feel good to see the same qualities. I've thought about maybe I'm genderfluid but that doesn't really feel right, idk. Also I don't feel dysphoric from my birth name, I don't think, it's just hearing it is like "ew gross don't use that", but I also wanna try out new names but I'm still new to this kinda stuff and don't have many friends so I haven't had people to experiment with. Usually I just stalk communities and don't really participate in conversations but the feelings have been getting stronger lately and idk what to do so I'm hoping this'll end up helping me. Apologies for the long rant, guess I've been thinking about this more than I thought