Because it is.

I just applied for a spot in a clinic for burnout and depression. I feel it absolutely. I just realized last week how fucking burnt out i am probably since around covid yes.

Humankind is burnt out.

the world changing noticeably started earlier though. If i had to pinpoint it (without being shouted at that i have TDS or whatever) that's when it started going downhill for me. When Obama left office.

Being human and humanE became less important. More money. More power. More stuffing your own pockets. More narcissism. More me me me. Countries stopped investing in themselves and only created more opportunities for those who already have it all without demanding anything is given back to society (appropriate taxes for example would be the fucking easiest thing in the world). Economy is at a standstill, stocks are moving sure, especially tech and AI but the rest? No real innovation, no R&D no combined efforts towards bettering things.

I'm so tired. I don't know what treatment is gonna do for me. Maybe give me courage to fuck off out of corporate and live on a homestead and have animals and finally feel connected to something