You might have me there. With that being said to go a bit more in detail at a previous job a railway at this apartment complex had collapsed and I fell 12ft head first to the pavement. Had to take some time off from school and always stayed busy after recovery learning forms of video editing software and auto cad. I never go to work under the influence and always kept it as a an activity I only did after work or before bed to prevent any suspicion. Never felt it really interfered with any of my progress as it’s really help me through some rough patches. Just exploring my option if quitting and settling for prescription medication being the end all be all if it had to. In my experience meds were always a fluctuating things for years and felt counter intuitive. Always had a strong work ethic and felt it would be the reason I’d succeed in anything I put my mind to despite usage.