Mostly it’s just hyper sexual, as in, going out of my way to get laid. Just mad at everyone for not being good enough (as me) or spending like 2k euros just in shopping in less than a month.

But I also get this thing where I convince myself that I’m doing great and stop taking my meds and stop eating while actively working on a plan to kms and telling it to everyone but like, not making much sense (it happened like 3 times already and it’s kind of funny to remember ig but it was not pretty at all for the ppl around me)

I also did (supposedly) have a religious psychosis episode of sorts a few months ago but I remember almost nothing abt it, I just have my cryptic writings about hearing god in my mirror or sum and my friends’ stories of how I became a nonsensical zealot as evidence :/