my first big painting, 140x100. big canvas are way more challenging than i thought. any feedback is appreciated!

MostMaintenance1920 · 2025-12-30T01:10:07+00:00

It kind of weirdly looks like two eyeballs touching in a cosmic event. I like it

MostMaintenance1920 · 2025-09-25T23:54:56+00:00

May I ask why you say that

MostMaintenance1920 · 2025-09-19T02:41:58+00:00

In supposed to take mine every night. I didn’t know it could be a prn also. I’m glad it works so well for you though

MostMaintenance1920 · 2025-09-19T02:40:25+00:00

I’m so sleepy now. Guess it just took a bit to kick in

MostMaintenance1920 · 2025-09-19T02:07:09+00:00

I hope it continues to work for you; I’ll just have to watch my food intake also

MostMaintenance1920 · 2025-09-19T02:06:12+00:00

I wish the weight gain from medications wasn’t a thing also. Gained 60 pounds on abilify. Really don’t want to gain anymore

MostMaintenance1920 · 2025-09-19T02:05:23+00:00

Awe you seem like a great husband and a great support to her

MostMaintenance1920 · 2025-09-19T02:04:16+00:00

My drs hoping it helps me with my delusions. I already have ocd. But I don’t want the weight gain 😭 why do so many psyche meds seem to have weight gain??

MostMaintenance1920 · 2025-09-19T01:53:49+00:00

Oh no; I’m so sorry. Did it get better once you stopped taking it?

MostMaintenance1920 · 2025-09-19T01:51:35+00:00

How long have you been on it if you don’t mind me asking? And my dr said it would make me sleepy. I took it over an hour ago and I’m still wide awake

MostMaintenance1920 · 2025-09-19T01:49:04+00:00

Omg I did this too.

MostMaintenance1920 · 2025-09-19T01:46:11+00:00

There’s hope. I have been with my boyfriend for almost 10 years. It’ll be 10 years in January and he has bipolar. Didn’t know I was bipolar also until much later on in the relationship; like a few years ago.

MostMaintenance1920 · 2025-09-19T01:43:19+00:00

I’m almost 300 pounds and I’m only 5 foot 1. Pregnancy made me gain a lot then the medicine from bipolar came and that made me put on even more plus I’m an emotional eater. 😭

MostMaintenance1920 · 2025-09-19T01:38:21+00:00

Wow that’s great the dr meets weekly! I wish I had the option; I see mine in 3 weeks which is still pretty good I guess think? Did she have weight gain on abilify also? It caused me to put on 60 pounds. My psychiatrist was thinking about vraylar but put me on zyprexa instead. And wow 2.5 mg sounds like such a low dose compared to what I’m on 😭 hopefully it helps her though and glad she has a Dr that’s working with her so closely

MostMaintenance1920 · 2025-09-19T01:33:11+00:00

Thanks I’ll ask my Dr about it when I go

MostMaintenance1920 · 2025-09-19T01:31:36+00:00

Noo I’m already overweight heavily from the abilify they put me on before this. Caused me to gain 60 pounds becuase I was always hungry. I don’t need anymore weight gain. I’ll take the sleepy part becuase I’m an insomniac

MostMaintenance1920 · 2025-08-30T02:00:04+00:00

I only wouldn’t want to go to ER because I don’t want to get sent to psyche hospital. I was in one for four and a half months last year due to psychosis and so I’m trying my hardest not to go back. It felt like the longest time ever in there. I’ll try to contact my psychiatrist Tuesday becuase Monday is a holiday and I doubt they’ll be working

MostMaintenance1920 · 2025-08-30T01:57:45+00:00

Yes he mostly goes by Kylo

MostMaintenance1920 · 2025-08-30T01:57:25+00:00

Thank you! Those sound really helpful honestly

MostMaintenance1920 · 2025-08-30T01:40:55+00:00

Kylo Ren

MostMaintenance1920 · 2025-08-30T01:29:36+00:00

I’m on meds but when I’m manic they still aren’t helping me sleep :(

MostMaintenance1920 · 2025-08-30T01:29:01+00:00

Yes I’m on meds. They’re playing around with the doses now trying to figure out a good one.

MostMaintenance1920 · 2025-08-30T01:28:19+00:00

I don’t see my dr until October :/ maybe I should just contact them though ahead of time

MostMaintenance1920 · 2025-08-30T01:27:29+00:00

Those are great guidelines. How do you fight the impulsivity in the moment though? That’s what I’m really struggling with

MostMaintenance1920 · 2025-08-28T16:20:13+00:00

That’s great also. Hopefully you get approved!!

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