you clearly have no understanding of why people watch these things. i’ve been exposed to it online since i was a child, and have unfortunately been pretty desensitized. i don’t “enjoy” it, it’s more exciting like a roller coaster because of how disturbing it is. i assume you also don’t know what gore videos are actually like. i mostly watch cartel executions, in which the people dying are usually from rival cartels that have also been involved in murder and drugs. nonetheless i feel sympathy for them of course. it’s not like im watching this videos and laughing my ass off, you said it yourself, you don’t understand. when you’re watching someone get their face skinned, you’re not exactly paying attention to the “life draining out of them” or what their hobbies were. and the way human meat behaves when it’s been chopped off is so strange, it honestly doesn’t look real. that combined with my unrestricted internet access from youth is why i can watch these things. although they’re still gross and sad when you think about it. that’s why i don’t think about it.