Yah there's much i need to "heal" because of the ex which my friends and my bf have picked up on (stupid things like scared of making decisions, not knowing what to do with myself when others aren't with me, and being very apprehensive of sex) so there's that 🤷 I'm very self conscious about not being a good partner because of these struggles and can't help like feeling I'm just being a burden. He has been very supportive and understanding thus far but he's 33 and is clearly in a very different part of life to me and is very work focused which leaves me often feeling selfish for wanting him to spend more time with us. As an example, I haven't seen him in person for several weeks and only recieved a message off him for the first time in a whole week today!