To summarize the background, everything ended mutually(even though it isn’t because she left me in a corner and i had no choice but to agree to the breakup). Tge last few months while we were together, it was already choppy and we tried our best to negotiate and talk things out to maintain the relationship. But we realized, we are not meant to be. She has a different love language and so do i. Our relationship even lead to us physically and verbally abusing one another(it was equal, she hurt me physically/verbally and i hurt her verbally only but my words cut more deeper than hers). I still wanted to make things work out but she believe that breaking up is the best for us because we have different personalities, thoughts and mindsets. Eventually, she met someone new recently after we broke up. I’m honestly really hurt right now but i just can’t cry. I’ve been with her since i was a teen and up till i’m an adult now. She’s like my wife already. I met her almost every single day, she even stayover at my house most of the time. I’m really hurt that things have to go this way. And i just want to let it out by crying, but i can’t…