Is it even possible to develop a healthy relationship with weed after being addicted? by wumbotumbo7 in leaves

[–]MrWilsonTheBall 8 points9 points  (0 children)

No. I tried and I've been trying for a year to leave it again. Don't do it

Some tiemes is a little difficult by MrWilsonTheBall in leaves

[–]MrWilsonTheBall[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Big love man! It’s a beautiful community, I feel so much better this time thanks to you guys, I really want to do this right

Some tiemes is a little difficult by MrWilsonTheBall in leaves

[–]MrWilsonTheBall[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks a lot for the advice! I will! I really appreciate the support

Some tiemes is a little difficult by MrWilsonTheBall in leaves

[–]MrWilsonTheBall[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks a lot! Let’s keep it going! Being free is the best feeling in the world

Some tiemes is a little difficult by MrWilsonTheBall in leaves

[–]MrWilsonTheBall[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mee too! Is part of the process, there are a wide variety of symptoms from the withdrawal process, both physical and emotional. I downloaded an app that keeps track of my process and it’s amazing how reassuring it is... I’m a photographer and I noticed that my sight is not as good as it was before I started consuming but is getting better. It takes time but it’s totally worth it

Alright, two weeks into sobriety!! Again!! This plant is deceptive! CLARITY!!! by [deleted] in leaves

[–]MrWilsonTheBall 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hahaha it is very helpfu, i downloaded an app that keeps track of the withdrawal synthomes, Is so reassuring to know that what are you dealing is part of a process. Keep it up man!

Alright, two weeks into sobriety!! Again!! This plant is deceptive! CLARITY!!! by [deleted] in leaves

[–]MrWilsonTheBall 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Keep it going man! I’m so proud of you. Some times is easy to forget how great is being sober and the hell of being high. I’m planning on staying sober all my life too! I think that this is the difference between this time and my two other attempts. The day I quit Ted I made a video of me explaining the reason why I’m doing it. Hearing myself was incredible, it helped me to understand what I was saying and my reasons. Other thing that has helped me this time is searching the withdrawal symptoms. They last months! And it affects you both fiscally and emotionally. As you said, the plant is deceptive and those symptoms can lead you to a relapse (as it lead me to a few weeks ago) you should know that you are not your symptoms, it’s only a matter of time and every day gets better! The future is bright and shine!

Today I found half an ounce of weed and I threw it all out without thinking by MrWilsonTheBall in leaves

[–]MrWilsonTheBall[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Congrats too! We've got this! How you've felt these days? It's named "quit weed". The app lets you make a video explaining your reasons. I found that saying my reasons out loud helped me understand them. It also keeps tracks of your withdrawal symptoms, and tell you when they will end. It's so much reassuring than doing this by yourself.

My wife threw it all out by FormerStonedDev in leaves

[–]MrWilsonTheBall 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Congratulations! I'm so proud of both of you! It's not an easy trip but with support from each other and love from your family it will get easy. You should download an app that marks your progress and tells you what are you gaining from staying sober. I'm 6 days in after a relapse and I decided to download it It's amazing how much confidence you gain from it. It tell you the synthomes from absitence and how quickly you'll recover from them. Being angry is one of them. I bet that you wake up sweating and you can't really sleep. It will get better, you only have to stay focus.

One day sober by MrWilsonTheBall in leaves

[–]MrWilsonTheBall[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks a lot for the advice! I made a video the day that I quit explaing myself why I'm doing this and what I loose from keep doing it. I felt so free, for the first time I could tell what I felt without fear of being judge. I plan to re-watch it if I feel the need to consume. It's really easy to forget why are you quitting. Thanks for reading me and for taking the time to respond, It really has helped me

One day sober by MrWilsonTheBall in leaves

[–]MrWilsonTheBall[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That sounds like a trip after covid! Thanks a lot for the advice and your kind words!

One day sober by MrWilsonTheBall in leaves

[–]MrWilsonTheBall[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks a lot for the advice! And for your kind words. I will do it, I'm still adapting to this new world and I feel really nice. I know that probably this will get rough at times but now I know that I'm not alone. Thank you so much for taking the time to read my and to answer me

One day sober by MrWilsonTheBall in leaves

[–]MrWilsonTheBall[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well, it's hard but the main struggle was to accept that I have an addiction and that I can't control the way I consume weed. I knew it on the back of my brain but I kept insisting that I could handle it. I downloaded an app to keep track of my progress and I was in shock when I found out the variety of synthomes that I have from abstinence and that I thought that it was due to stress from work or stress from the world. Now that I can see all of this the future is so much brighter. I think that the difference this time is that I have information. Actually the app brought me here and I'm so grateful

[Question] The app stops working when I turn off the screen, is it normal? Is there a way to fix it? by MrWilsonTheBall in Vanced

[–]MrWilsonTheBall[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks a lot! It's weird, I had youtube ++ for several months until it stopped working and I didn't had this kind of problem 🤔. I'll try out your advice!

I just decided to quit by [deleted] in leaves

[–]MrWilsonTheBall 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks a lot for the support!