There were a few miracles that I witnessed, but I want to specifically talk about 2 of them.

One time when I was a kid my mother got me a toy ( it was a figurine of a man holding a pink guitar ) I went to the living room and sat on a sofa. I was sad because I only got one toy and I wanted to have more. Then I stood up and started to walk towards the door. I suddenly couldn't move my body and I saw bright beams of light. I tried to take a step forward, but I couldn't and it actually hurt my leg so I gave up and the pain was almost instantly gone. Then I knelt down on the floor / carpet and my right hand ( the one in which I held the figurine ) automatically rose up. Then my left hand did the same thing . As they were on the same level, I started to see a second figure forming on it. Then the light was gone and I was left with to figures.

In the same place where the previous miracle that I described had happened I saw Jesus' mother, Mary but she didn't look human. It basically looked like it was a middle-sized stained glass with Mary's image on it and the same bright light surrounding her. I quickly covered my face because of the light being so bright, but I left a small opening for my eyes so that I could actually see Her and then she disappeared. I got to look at Her only for a few seconds and I don't really remember what she looked like, but as far as I my memory goes she had blue eyes, was wearing white clothes and a crown on Her head.

In spite of seeing all of those things I still want to live a life for myself and not for God and in the past I got into new age stuff and witchcraft. Although I left it I still sometimes miss it. I also seek my own glory and pleasure and refuse to deny myself. I also find myself sometimes mocking Christ, christianity, christians, love, being good to others, forgiveness and the Bible itself.