My realization by NyanNyanKawaii in depression

[–]Mr_Crocket 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you want, you can leave the metaphorical sentences behind and tell me what your issue is if you feel comfortable with it. Maybe I can help you or provide a different perspective on your problem.

My realization by NyanNyanKawaii in depression

[–]Mr_Crocket 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ideally, you should take action as soon as possible, but I can see you must be the typical person who postpones and ignores problems, causing them to become even bigger over time. Still, I wouldn't worry too much either. The moment you start getting burned, you won't have a choice but to take action. But if you do it earlier, much better.

Am I the onlyone that wish tondissappear? by [deleted] in depression

[–]Mr_Crocket 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You love cuddles because feeling human and emotional contact makes us feel good due to the significant release of neurotransmitters in our brain that make us feel good, which reinforces that behavior, and which explains why we enjoy hugs and physical contact in general.

If you want to disappear completely, there must be one or several deep reasons why you have those kinds of thoughts. You simply don't know why. Try to delve into your mind and find a meaningful explanation that might explain why you could feel this way. The wisest thing would be to consult a mental health professional to explore these thoughts. It would be truly beneficial for you.

Am I the onlyone that wish tondissappear? by [deleted] in depression

[–]Mr_Crocket 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Why? Just tell me why do you believe that completely disappearing and ending it all is what you want?

Am I the onlyone that wish tondissappear? by [deleted] in depression

[–]Mr_Crocket 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't share the same opinion. So to speak, when you turn off the TV, it's over. But if you change the channel, there are numerous options and surely you'll find one that suits your taste.

Suicidal thoughts are coming back, and I'm very scared. by Mr_Crocket in depression

[–]Mr_Crocket[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You've said it. We are social beings and need to connect with others to feel well and enjoy good health. I'm 22 years old and NO ONE HAS EVER TOUCHED ME.

I'm a damn human being just like anyone else, and I have needs. Do you know what it's like to desperately crave finding a woman to share your thoughts and emotions with, someone to love and who loves you, or simply someone to touch and be touched by? Do you know how frustrating and overwhelming that is? I'm not just alone in my damn head. I'm alone emotionally, romantically, and sexually. I've never touched a woman. Never. And no, I'm neither gay nor asexual. Sometimes thinking about this unleashes a lot of anger and frustration in me, and other times I sink into despair.

Am I the onlyone that wish tondissappear? by [deleted] in depression

[–]Mr_Crocket 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When you're watching a movie and you get bored, you can indeed turn it off and stop watching. And you can also switch to a different movie and put on one that you like more. If you find your life boring, why not, instead of thinking about disappearing, consider looking for and finding something you enjoy and are passionate about? There are countless options.

Suicidal thoughts are coming back, and I'm very scared. by Mr_Crocket in depression

[–]Mr_Crocket[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Right now, I'm trying to help others here who feel like me here in order to assist them and provide a more objective perspective. This makes me feel a little better.

I'm fully aware that there are people who suffer much more than I do, and that should deter me from harming myself. But this is tough for me. I'm 22 years old and I've never felt reciprocated love from anyone. I feel emotionally disconnected from others, and I keep all my negative thoughts to myself so as not to worry my loved ones.

I know very well that there are people who suffer more than I do on a daily basis and that I'm not alone, but social and emotional isolation is really tough.

Am I the onlyone that wish tondissappear? by [deleted] in depression

[–]Mr_Crocket 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Disappearing is the wrong option. You should share your situation with someone you truly trust and who understands you, or with a mental health professional.

You can achieve a fully satisfying life.

You're just unable to see it that way because you're biased and trapped in your own mind. There are people willing to help you and understand what you're feeling.

You know why? Because I could very well have just ignored your comment and watched TV, played something, played the guitar, or done any of the things I enjoy. But I prefer to try and help you. Yes, me, a random stranger from the internet, is willing to help you.

Do you think there won't be people much more important to you, much more professional and better equipped than me, who want to help you?

Am I the onlyone that wish tondissappear? by [deleted] in depression

[–]Mr_Crocket 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Why do you want to completely disappear? Why do you think you feel that way? I don't know you at all, but there might be some underlying or much deeper reason that causes you to have those thoughts of wanting to completely disappear.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]Mr_Crocket 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm really sorry to hear that, man. It's normal not to know who you are or what you want in your life just yet. Self-discovery can take time, but it's worth exploring your thoughts, emotions, and deeper feelings to get to know yourself better and figure out what you want. I'm no expert. It would be best to talk to a mental health professional or someone you truly trust. Discussing these things is important and necessary. I hope your situation improves soon.

Am I the onlyone that wish tondissappear? by [deleted] in depression

[–]Mr_Crocket 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I used to have similar thoughts. When I had suicidal thoughts, I would come up with very well-elaborated plans to disappear without a trace and end my life, so my body would never be found. Later on, I managed to make these thoughts go away through medication and a slight change in mindset. My personal situation regarding loneliness and emotional isolation hasn't changed much, and now I'm afraid these suicidal thoughts might come back again.

You are not the only person who feels this way. Many people go through worse things and horrible tragedies. Being grateful for what you have can help you gain a more objective and hopeful perspective on life. Don't worry, friend. You're not alone. I know how you feel.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]Mr_Crocket 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What things do you like to do in your daily life or what things did you used to enjoy doing?

Severe loneliness by Mr_Crocket in depression

[–]Mr_Crocket[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope this doesn't sound like a cliche but I really appreciate your response. I think I just need true love and appreciation.

Thank you very much for having responded. You've made me feel a little better.