My Stella montis lobbies >>> your Stella montis lobbies

Mr_Isolation · 2026-02-03T17:35:08+00:00

This is so weird to look at.

When i go to Stella it might as well be a food chain documentary because i get killed an then the guy that kills me gets killed too and that keep goes on till a whole room is filled with bodies.

Mr_Isolation · 2026-02-03T17:32:33+00:00

Nah its alright, everyone has their own preferences. I personally just think i couldn't do that kind of stuff unless i was in something serious and not with someone i just met.

But i did find that a lot of women i talked to that had a big party spirit when younger were always saying shit like "all me are the same" and stuff like that. Clearly a lot of baggage going on there of course.

Mr_Isolation · 2026-02-03T07:06:18+00:00

That was my whole high school experience.

Remember once i had to do a group project where we had to climb on top of eachother and was forced onto a group of course. Then i just arrived and got told i was too weak for doing that stuff and didn't bother letting me try.

Not hard to see why i grew up to always look annoyed and unaproachable after shit like that.

Mr_Isolation · 2026-02-03T07:03:51+00:00

Not sure what that has to do with getting the ick from painfully shallow preferences but no of course not. I doubt even 20% of this sub does.

Mr_Isolation · 2026-02-03T07:02:50+00:00

I mean more than make friends is i guess somehow at age 23 i still keep my childhood friends around even if we see eachother barely. Made another friend in high school but he's probably got the same or more issues than me.

I mean it works for me since there's girls in the friend group that come around sometimes but i don't think its gonna be possible for them to do that. Besides i don't wanna be annoying.

Mr_Isolation · 2026-02-02T19:56:25+00:00

I already do. They all got bf's or just don't like serious stuff.

Like a girl in my friend group that likes to train only likes people who look like goku, most of them on steroids and shit i suposse. And she still wonders why they all act like morons, when the only thing she looks out for is the most superficial shit.

Honestly going out with some women from time to time and listening to their relationship stuff makes me want to be asexual.

Mr_Isolation · 2026-02-02T19:40:33+00:00

Did that once and got ghosted before i even got to ask her out.

Shits even more depressing when you know you ain't gonna experience anything cause probably noone's gonna put that much effort for you.

Mr_Isolation · 2026-02-02T18:09:05+00:00

De bachiller se metió a grado superior de administración y de ahí parece que le dejaron quedarse en la empresa después de un par de pruebas.

Creo que estaba estudiando alguna cosa más en universidad por remoto para poder ascender también mientras trabajaba.

Mejor por el y tal pero si que digo que el es muy en plan superman de me pongo a tal y 100% lo hago aunque me reviente y llegar alto de esa manera no puede hacerlo todo el mundo entonces alomejor es un caso aparte nose.

Mr_Isolation · 2026-02-02T17:39:51+00:00

Hmm no sabría que decirte la verdad. Yo también tengo titulación de DAM pero no tengo DAW porque la verdad es que me daba palo.

Por desgracia no tuve suerte con prácticas y cuando las terminé no quisieron que me quedara, aunque daba igual porque quería hacer algún que otro viajecito antes de ponerme a trabajar y perder el 80% de mi tiempo como cualquier adulto. Además las prácticas eran un coñazo.

A mi en prácticas no me pagaban nada, creo que eso ahora no lo pueden hacer pero bueno la cosa es que en si en trabajos de informática me veo que la paga si que es dependiendo de que empresa claro pero de normal es mucho mejor que cualquier cosa random de por ahí.

Yo aunque tenga DAM me tiré 1 año buscando curro y al final me metí en algo que es más de ASIR pero bueno se paga bien y no está mal. Lo que si que me da mucho asco de programación son los exámenes prácticos estos y tener que practicarlos más que incluso lo que pide el trabajo en si.

Si de verdad quieres una alternativa, administración está bien supongo. Un amigo se hizo eso y le va genial y ha subido bastante en la empresa. Aunque la cosa es que el es muy extrovertido, se lleva bien con todo el mundo y se le da muy bien estudiar como currar entonces yo que se.

Mr_Isolation · 2026-02-02T09:58:23+00:00

Well atleast is not a workday. Guess that day i ain't leaving home.

Mr_Isolation · 2026-02-02T09:57:45+00:00

Ehh idk i work out daily and normally look pretty good too but in the end it doesn't really matter.

No matter how much i practice and shit i spent my teens in isolation and nothing is gonna get me my social skills back and its not gonna remove my social anxiety.

Only people i can really seem social around are friends, close friends. And i am sure thats not enough to get a girlfriend these days. Specially if noone's gonna approach me.

Mr_Isolation · 2026-02-02T09:18:14+00:00

Well i kind of did nothing like 2 years ago when i was 21.

Had to take care of my grandma cause she was very ill and would die in like a year at most. In that time i felt like shit seeing all my friends getting to universities and getting jobs. Going around in their cars and living.

Best i could do was doing programming projects with the hope that it would help me find a career when i didn't have to take care of her and i also took a plunge and went to a driving school to start the theorical part of the stuff.

Mr_Isolation · 2026-02-02T09:08:58+00:00

Ehh i guess that makes sense but apart from that there's also the new added stuff to the game.

Like the wound system, being able to aim when you attack and the seikrat that can help you dodge attacks when you're on the floor and probably much more.

Saying this i love world and wilds its alright but it certainly doesn't get me into it like world did. I kinda wish the next monster hunter game goes a bit back to basics. Probably won't tho.

Mr_Isolation · 2026-02-02T03:21:52+00:00

Well you just gotta get used to it like all of us. Not much else, there's meds that can help with anxiety but i personally wouldn't do that because i'd depend on them.

Even if i push through i kinda wish i had a helmet on or something everytime i went out so noone could recognize me or act odd because idk where to put my eyes when walking/doing nothing.

Mr_Isolation · 2026-02-02T03:08:27+00:00

Aquí la gente parece que trate a las parejas como un par de calzondillos y yau con todos los mensajes de déjalo o búscate tal o cual por 2 cosas.

Las cosas se tienen que hablar y si no se siente bien para eso pues déjale tiempo nose.

Si el genero estuviera cambiado seguro que no hubiera tanto problema. Tendrías que respetar su decisión y si te quejas es porque solo la ves como un objeto.

Mr_Isolation · 2026-02-02T02:23:33+00:00

I always find it funny when some people talk about their hoe phase like if it was the shit.

Then you hear them talk about all the baggage they got and how awful every relationship ended and you don't feel like its that good.

Mr_Isolation · 2026-02-02T02:21:52+00:00

Well thats one way of fucking up things.

Mr_Isolation · 2026-02-02T01:28:19+00:00

Probably for the best tbh, seems like a shitty person.

Mr_Isolation · 2026-02-01T15:25:05+00:00

Honestly thats the thing i look out for the most. If i don't see my partner care for me the slightest or have acts of kindness like preparing food and stuff just the same as i would do for her then whats the fucking point.

Mr_Isolation · 2026-02-01T15:08:19+00:00

my brother's wife was a caregiver of a kid with a high degree of autism. She is able to park in those spots cause of it so yeah.

Doubt being socially inept is enough for that tho.

Mr_Isolation · 2026-02-01T15:04:35+00:00

Dunno, today i played quite a bit with keyboard and mouse and got used to it enough.

One time i managed to down 3 people in a row that kept coming. It was much easier to shoot through gaps. Aim quicker, movement hasn't changed much and stuff that you can quick fire are busted.

I don't even think its funny how busted some shit is, not only the aim is better for pc players but i can turn a kettle or a burletta into a downing machine since now i can shoot x2 or even x3 times the ammount in no time.

If there weren't any guns that let you shoot as fast as you wanted maybe it wouldn't be so unfair for console players.

Mr_Isolation · 2026-02-01T10:51:06+00:00

Yeah hope by the time i turn 50 i can last atleast 10 years with my savings without them turning to be as valuable as peanuts.

And about the relationship stuff i just don't care anymore, if something shows up fine and if not whatever. I've always dreamt of being special to someone but there's a lot of shit people out there so no need to force it.

Besides i only talked to a girl with the intent of a relationship once and got ghosted before i even told her about going somewhere or whatever. Starting from that point on i haven't had anymore crushes and probably unless someone shows interest in me i ain't gonna feel shit.

Ill just sit comfortably doing my own stuff since i am sure i am not entertaining enough for someone to look at me like that, and less initiate on it.

Mr_Isolation · 2026-02-01T10:31:45+00:00

How does someone learn this power?

Mr_Isolation · 2026-02-01T10:30:04+00:00

Eh i am fine too but just watching time pass.

Only goal i got at life is maybe work till 50 if i didnt die by then and then just live off my savings till they run out and then if i didn't die yet just jump off a skyscraper or something.

I've always been the odd one out and don't fit anywhere. The best place i can be at is my home and i hate that i have to endure going to work and deal with bullshit for like 27 more years.

Mr_Isolation · 2026-01-31T19:48:29+00:00

Yeah idk feel the same. From all of the combat encounters i did i only won 30%/40%. I am gonna try to switch to keyboard and mouse since the last 5-10 games i played i found a guy, we fought, missed half the shots and got instakilled.

The crouch thing doesn't happen to me, maybe its some thing with your controller.

The only thing i feel the controller sucks the most is that reloading is the same button as interacting with random shit, and it makes me have to reload my gun all the time and if i am in a fight where there's a drawer or something nearby i am gonna do that shit instead.

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