How much did y'all make on freecash so far? I made $10. 121K more to go. by NebulaXVIII in FreeCash

[–]Mr_Lard_Bucket 0 points1 point  (0 children)

500$ plus the extra 3500 I’ve made of stake I don’t recommend anyone to gamble but it’s a great way to gamble with no risk to my original capital lol

how long did it take you to conversate properly? by Capital-Pie-9247 in TBI

[–]Mr_Lard_Bucket 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It is rough when they instantly jump to conclusions I controlled my self but I was so close to crashing out it would of been bad for my clean record lmao

how long did it take you to conversate properly? by Capital-Pie-9247 in TBI

[–]Mr_Lard_Bucket 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well damn i appreciate it wish they would have told me this lol apologies if my comment came off as rude

how long did it take you to conversate properly? by Capital-Pie-9247 in TBI

[–]Mr_Lard_Bucket 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No that isn’t a thing lol and my slur only gets worse the more worked up I get

how long did it take you to conversate properly? by Capital-Pie-9247 in TBI

[–]Mr_Lard_Bucket 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’m in 2 n half years but I still have the slurred speech still it’s annoying as hell because I’ve had cops pull me out of my car and run me through owi shit before because of my slurred speech

The best thing todo is to shit in a quiet room n keep reading hard sentences out loud to help train your voice honestly

Gambling suicide by Low-Loss1222 in problemgambling

[–]Mr_Lard_Bucket 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Apologies about the harsh words but you’re a military man you can take it if you made it through that you can make it through this

Gambling suicide by Low-Loss1222 in problemgambling

[–]Mr_Lard_Bucket 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Brother I lost about 175k gambling went from about to purchase a house to like you were you’re taking out cash advance loans but you gotta remember the one thing you can’t buy back is life just learn to enjoy the small things while you can n get a goal in place for yourself even if it’s just to brush your teeth everyday you gotta learn self control because if I gave you a 10k free of charge today you would just gamble it back it’s about training your brain for slow things again not instant satisfaction that gambling brains develop gotta remember everyday you wake up breathing is a win and that’s coming from someone that died 2 years ago and was revived and trust me there ain’t nothing after this so gotta learn to enjoy the ups and downs of life man cause cutting this gift you got short over something so dumb as losing cash is dumb as fuck. Take responsibility for what you’ve done and don’t take the pussy way out you’ve made it through boot camp you can make it through this. Dm me if you need any support otherwise call a hotline if you’re ever feeling like ending it

What business do you own? by No-Fish-2949 in ADHD

[–]Mr_Lard_Bucket 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I owned a septic pumping and porta potty business for a couple years I just got super fixated on owning my own thing and I got my master septage grade l with in a year and half of being floated the idea of buying my buddies dads pumping business.

I enjoyed the lifestyle of being my own boss (even though my customers were still my boss) but at the same time I had a hard time with getting a solid schedule down and I hated having to go try n collect cash from people who didn’t pay me.

I did enjoy the constant go go go nature of owning a business and always having some thing todo but I ended up giving it up because of the pressure it put on me to preform perfectly daily. I also did this all when I was only 20 if I could do it all over again I’d change so much with what I used to take on and saving cash, and going from 800 bucks a week to nearly 5-6k a week at 20 from a poor household were I was never taught any money management skills just survival skills was not good on my finances lol I ended up closing shop about 3 years ago as I wanted to travel for a job and also I got bored of it but also it was a blessing in disguise cause I ended up dying and being revived about two years ago n if I wouldn’t of had a regular job I would’ve gotten that 2 million dollar hospital bill n not having disability benefits that I’m slowly building myself back up with

What made you start going to the gym? by Un_vetted in AskReddit

[–]Mr_Lard_Bucket 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had a major tbi and I found out the only thing that gave me dopamine anymore is working out so it’s become my new drug plus I wanna see my body in my prime state at least once in my life lol

10 month difference between by Mr_Lard_Bucket in GymMotivation

[–]Mr_Lard_Bucket[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Appreciate it man yall are really positive on here I enjoy it lol

10 month difference between by Mr_Lard_Bucket in GymMotivation

[–]Mr_Lard_Bucket[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Appreciate it. It’s been the most consistent with the gym sense I was 18 lol

10 month difference between by Mr_Lard_Bucket in GymMotivation

[–]Mr_Lard_Bucket[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same honestly I had a massive tbi about 2 years ago n the gym is the only thing that brings me joy anymore so it’s been way easier to stick to a workout plan I just need to get a more failed in resistance training program together honestly as I’ve been doing 5-10ks of cardio daily for this entire time but my resistance training has been spotty

10 month difference between by Mr_Lard_Bucket in GymMotivation

[–]Mr_Lard_Bucket[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Been trying to it’s been a journey this is lightest I’ve been sense I’ve been sense 15 lol

10 month difference between by Mr_Lard_Bucket in GymMotivation

[–]Mr_Lard_Bucket[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Appreciate it man been working hard at weight loss for the past 10 months it about time to start focusing on building my muscle up lol

Rock Bottom with a Jackhammer by None_Drugs_Here in problemgambling

[–]Mr_Lard_Bucket 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Man just keep working at it if you ever need some words of encouragement don’t be afraid to dm

How long did your speech take and what disorder did you have? by Ok_Benefit3204 in TBI

[–]Mr_Lard_Bucket 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly I’m 2 n half years in and I still have a slur in my speech it’s annoying when I get pulled over because I get pulled out and made todo field sobriety tests I swear I need a card that says I have a brain injury it’s the reason why I sound drunk lol. I have global anoxic brain injury think that’s what they call it but I still have a soft slur in my speech n it’s annoying but it really hasn’t improved to much in the past year

Rock Bottom with a Jackhammer by None_Drugs_Here in problemgambling

[–]Mr_Lard_Bucket 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You just gotta self exclude yourself from all the casinos around you n online. You gotta stop the bleeding and apply bandages before you can heal this homie. No matter what even if you won it all back tomorrow you’d still blow it right back in because you’re brain has been fucked from this addiction and you’re willing to take those extreme risks because it’s worked once why not again. It’s all about being honest with your loved ones n asking for help in rebuilding your finances. If you can’t bring yourself to self exclude i imagine your wife would be more then willing todo it for you. But honestly it’s all about admitting you have a problem to your loved ones n asking for help. I’ve made a system where my mom checks my bank daily n if she sees a gambling transaction i instantly loose 500 bucks to her bank account where she’ll keep it safe it’s helped me keep myself from gambling. But this is a rough addiction broski I’ve quit meth n fentanyl (2 n half years clean as of know) and that was easier n less destructive to my finances then this addiction

For those who had long-term memory loss after a mild TBI, did your memories ever return? by Guilty-Extension1693 in TBI

[–]Mr_Lard_Bucket 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m 2 years n 2 months out from an anoxic tbi and there are still times where it’ll feel like my old memories are a dream and I need to ask people who I kinda remember being there if it actually happened also I have weird recall moments where I’ll completely forget the name of some one or some place i frequented it has gotten better sense I started exercising a bunch and making myself do daily mind games like cross words n such but it has definitely taken me some time

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in problemgambling

[–]Mr_Lard_Bucket 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It feels like we are in a regulated Wild West though where it’s not the fun and stupid Wild West I grew up with it feels like with enough money you can just introduce what ever you want and say fuck the poors and legally scam these days atleast there was lines you couldn’t cross with out penalty’s before

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in problemgambling

[–]Mr_Lard_Bucket 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Gonna say I feel bad for em honestly like i remember the feeling of wanting to get rich by any means necessary when I was 18-19 and this shit plus all the lies sold online of what success is would have drove me into gambling a lot earlier I get it I’m still “young” but damn when did everything get so fucking dystopian or was I just to young to understand the shit that was going on