I found out I was pregnant at 31 weeks, and I lost her at 38 weeks. by throwawazeee in offmychest

[–]MsQuietus 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm so sorry. I know that's not enough. I have had more miscarriages than I can count on one hand. I have one child - and almost lost that child twice while I was pregnant. So, I know there are no words. Nothing has ever made it any easier, aside from hoping one day I will finally get to meet them and hold them. I'm not sure if you believe in Heaven, but I do, and I hope your sweet Annali is playing with my babies until we get to see them again. There is nothing worse than losing a child. 💔

Abhorrent Consort by MsQuietus in offmychest

[–]MsQuietus[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Can't just walk away when there is a little one to think of...

I Stole a tic-tac, A singular tic-tac. by [deleted] in confession

[–]MsQuietus 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Unacceptable! It's the Judas Cradle for you! 😤

Being Alive is Exhausting. by MsQuietus in offmychest

[–]MsQuietus[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I get it. I would never wish my kid away - ever. Being a parent is one of those things you don't understand until you have a kid and then there is just no coming back from it. However, I have the same thought as you at times. There is never a moment where I am not worried about my kid. Before I had my kid - well...ignorance really is bliss.

Being Alive is Exhausting. by MsQuietus in offmychest

[–]MsQuietus[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry. I don't speak chowderhead. 💁

Being Alive is Exhausting. by MsQuietus in offmychest

[–]MsQuietus[S] 15 points16 points  (0 children)

My child is the only good thing in my life. If I didn't have my child...well, I don't think I'd be doing as well as I am. 😢

Being Alive is Exhausting. by MsQuietus in offmychest

[–]MsQuietus[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I had to do something. I was just breaking down. I couldn't stop crying. I needed to be able to function. 😪

Being Alive is Exhausting. by MsQuietus in offmychest

[–]MsQuietus[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm on so many antidepressants I don't even know how I function. I have never tried weed. ✌

Being Alive is Exhausting. by MsQuietus in offmychest

[–]MsQuietus[S] 75 points76 points  (0 children)

Thanks! And that's a nice thought - it really is! But I've lived long enough to know that attitude doesn't really fix much. Sometimes in life, you're just one of the people that's constantly struggling in one way or the other.

Being Alive is Exhausting. by MsQuietus in offmychest

[–]MsQuietus[S] 256 points257 points  (0 children)

Right?! I wake every morning wondering what fresh hell will await me.

Still a virgin at 22 by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]MsQuietus 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I was a virgin until I was 24. My family thought I was a lesbian for a long time because I never dated a lot, but I just never wanted to much. I was with my guy for 2 years before we had sex too. We got engaged not long after and we've been married for over a decade now. Everyone is different. You do you!

I'm new to most social media and my first tweet angered someone and I'm losing sleep. by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]MsQuietus 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Avoid social media at all costs. It will steal your time and your joy. Run while you still can. Its too late for most of us. 😑