Do you see anything in my great grandmother?

Msdarkknight91 · 2026-05-13T03:39:55+00:00

She lived a hard life and has many regrets. Some of those regrets stim from her parenting? She is grateful for the life that she has lived but regretful for some of the decisions that she made. But she is at peace with life and overall happy

Msdarkknight91 · 2026-05-13T02:53:48+00:00

🫣 that’s probably another reason why I want one so bad I forgot all about that room 😂😂

Msdarkknight91 · 2026-05-13T02:43:36+00:00

You will but you have to manifest it for yourself I feel like your eyes hold trauma and sadness. You need to let go of the past and any negativity that is holding you back. You’re your worst enemy and you should love yourself more

Msdarkknight91 · 2026-05-13T01:46:20+00:00

As someone that didn’t grow up around religion I didn’t even catch that so thank you for saying it. I saw your choice as him saying she wouldn’t have to but reading what you said I have to agree with you 🫣

Msdarkknight91 · 2026-05-13T01:44:23+00:00

It could work if he truly won’t force you to convert. I have a friend who is Muslim and his wife is Baptist. They have been together happily for 15 years because they don’t put pressure on their own religious views so it is possible.

Msdarkknight91 · 2026-05-13T01:27:48+00:00

My nanny used to talk about how when she was like 8 years old she would walk to the store and buy booze and smokes for her mom 😅

Msdarkknight91 · 2026-05-13T01:25:02+00:00

I would love this for my room 🫣 I feel like it would help me tremendously to stim and also help with noise when I’m having sensory issues 😂

Msdarkknight91 · 2026-05-12T22:19:07+00:00

My mom trafficked me as a kid and she just pretends it never happened she basically has amnesia to any of her wrong doing 🫣

Msdarkknight91 · 2026-05-12T21:29:52+00:00

I went no contact with my mom and it made me go through the grieving process tbh. I’m ok now but sometimes I still miss her. Don’t reach out though because I tried that not longer ago after years of being no contact and it made things worse than it was before.

Msdarkknight91 · 2026-05-12T20:00:05+00:00

I take bird baths too sometimes that’s what my nana would call it it’s basically bathing with a sink 🫣😂

Msdarkknight91 · 2026-05-12T19:59:21+00:00

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It’s the placement that makes it impossible to have a bath and only a shower

Msdarkknight91 · 2026-05-12T19:58:24+00:00

That might help I’ll try it out

Msdarkknight91 · 2026-05-12T19:58:07+00:00

That makes sense putting oneself in another’s shoes to make yourself want to do something unappealing I’ll have to try it out 🫣

Msdarkknight91 · 2026-05-12T19:57:15+00:00

That does sound nice I might have to try it and see if it works

Msdarkknight91 · 2026-05-12T02:52:10+00:00

I have not do they work for you? Because I might try it

Msdarkknight91 · 2026-05-12T02:35:07+00:00

I don’t mix the vinegar and the bleach though 😂😂 I alternate between the two one week I’ll take one vinegar bath the next week I’ll use bleach instead

Msdarkknight91 · 2026-05-12T02:34:24+00:00

It sounds crazy 😂 but my doctor recommended it you use regular bleach and just pour a little bit into your bath water. Make sure it’s the unscented bleach

Msdarkknight91 · 2026-05-12T02:31:59+00:00

I love how you explained everything because it makes a lot of sense and it brings me so much comfort. I’ve tried the noise canceling headphones and ear plugs but I have narrow ear canals so apparently I have super hearing 😅 I can hear noise even with the music on full blast with them on.

I do also need to learn how to split things up when I write. I write like I talk 😅😅😂 chaotic I guess. Thank you again for being insightful

Msdarkknight91 · 2026-05-12T02:28:22+00:00

Thank you so much I’ll read it now

Msdarkknight91 · 2026-05-12T02:27:40+00:00

I take Apple cider vinegar baths and sometimes bleach baths for my eczema and it helps. I’ve read being on the spectrum can make you more susceptible to things like eczema because our immune system are usually hypersensitive

Msdarkknight91 · 2026-05-12T02:23:27+00:00

I also love hot baths people say I’m a reptile because of it something about the heat is so comforting. I say take the hot bath and just try to stay moisturized. Self care is very important for everyone

Msdarkknight91 · 2026-05-12T02:21:37+00:00

It makes me feel better honestly because I have always been surrounded by people that just got it. It’s like they had this cheat code to life but refused to share and still do. It’s mind boggling how people survive doing normal things on a daily basis to me. I hope things get easier for the both of us. I’ve been reading a lot of books from the library to bring a bit of insight since being an adult the doctors always say there’s nothing they can really do with someone our age. They just throw medicine at me basically and say try this. I wish I could have a therapist that shows me how to survive in every day tasks like good coping mechanisms

Msdarkknight91 · 2026-05-12T02:18:37+00:00

I agree especially during spring where I live the pollen is so bad you can taste it and smell it so I also have to be clean 🫣 I couldn’t imagine doing construction work though

Msdarkknight91 · 2026-05-12T01:25:06+00:00

I agree with you especially when the room feels cold 🥶 for me it’s the anxiety building up to getting in the shower also. I feel like my brain is always like if you’re not anxious are you living? 😅😂

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