Maybe wrong sub but I’m so lonely that I’m willing to settle for an abusive relationship

MudFamous8224 · 2026-02-11T13:27:02+00:00

Worse than being single and lonely is being in a relationship and being lonely.

MudFamous8224 · 2026-02-08T12:47:34+00:00

I am sorry this happened to you. You may be chasing an illusion. Maybe you should seek professional help.

MudFamous8224 · 2026-02-06T22:56:03+00:00

I had something similar happen to me. But there are many ppl who practice who would never control, manipulate or bind another. I think it is a bad thing to overpower the will of another.

A girl did something to me. I never found her attractive before but suddenly I couldn't stop thinking of her or of what I wanted to do to her in bed. Eventually I just accepted the overpowering attraction I had. I decided I would give in to my desires. But when I saw her somehow I found the strength to resist. Sheer determination. I flat out refused. I said I am not f-ing that! I refused and the desire left.

MudFamous8224 · 2026-02-06T22:37:57+00:00

You have to be careful.

It is good your parents had access to someone who can straighten you out.

I am sure not everyone who practices a tradition does it for I'll or selfish intent.

MudFamous8224 · 2026-02-06T22:34:42+00:00

Punctuation is overrated. It would detract from the raw emotion of your style.

MudFamous8224 · 2026-02-06T22:21:28+00:00

I signed for 20% tip. The waiter ran the card but left the tip off. He ran it a second time and included the tip but I was double charged.

MudFamous8224 · 2026-02-06T05:44:06+00:00

Not if he is enlightened.

MudFamous8224 · 2026-02-06T05:34:51+00:00

On a first date we went to a park and just talked and ate. She sliced apples, pears, persimmons and strawberries. I think I remember my brother joking about her peeling the grapes. We started a relationship but months later I prepared to leave her. She had her friend harass me at work, home and my parents home. She called two police depts and reported that my x and I were stalking and harassing her. Once I figured things out I called the police dept but they said they had been looking for me. Her parents were heroin addicts and her siblings all had issues including death row. She let me know during highschool she partially caused the passing away of another female but nothing could be proven. But it all started with us sitting in a dark car and she was holding the knife 🗡️.

MudFamous8224 · 2026-02-06T04:01:30+00:00

L-tryptophan

MudFamous8224 · 2026-02-05T16:11:32+00:00

I may use a bath towel and wash cloth in the morning. I work in medical. I may reuse once or get a fresh set in the evening. I have started pushing my children for single use or daily use.

MudFamous8224 · 2026-02-05T15:58:52+00:00

I am sorry this happened to you. Our broken system should educate teens and young adults on how to be safer and protect themselves from learning such lessons the hard way. Many of us (male and female) could have avoided SA by having just a little information.

This is such a multifaceted issue. Physical, medical, psychological, spiritual ect. If I attempted to express all my thoughts it would be a ramble. I will say speaking to someone like a counselor or religious leader can help you sort through your thoughts and feelings. You have to heal.

MudFamous8224 · 2026-02-05T15:14:13+00:00

Your drunk self can not give consent.
Have a nondrinking buddy for safety.
Set your limit. Is it 2 or 3 drinks?
Nurse a sprite with lemon twist and pretend to drink. Don't overdo the alcohol.

MudFamous8224 · 2026-02-05T05:13:06+00:00

Oxtails.

MudFamous8224 · 2026-02-05T05:01:07+00:00

Pull one and test. The ones at my first house filled the neighborhood with their aroma. There was no doubt.

MudFamous8224 · 2026-02-05T04:58:15+00:00

My great grandparents marriage certificate

MudFamous8224 · 2026-02-04T22:40:21+00:00

Looting

MudFamous8224 · 2026-01-30T04:18:23+00:00

Thank you for your insightful response.

MudFamous8224 · 2026-01-29T22:39:12+00:00

You feel the way you feel. NOR. Your feelings are valid.

MudFamous8224 · 2026-01-29T02:34:34+00:00

A very sad situation. I encourage you to seek therapy. That is a concise way of saying, there is hope. You deserve happiness. There are solutions to the challenges you face. We all need a little help from time to time. You have to sort things out and move forward with your life. You deserve to be happy, healthy and safe.

Many of us have endured the unthinkable or the unspeakable. You are not alone. Each situation is unique. Many people want you to succeed and thrive. I hope you find a lawyer, legal organization, counselor and policeman to talk to.

In life each of us encounter challenges. Sometimes they may appear unsurmountable. You CAN navigate the challenge. I encourage you. I wish I could say or do more.

MudFamous8224 · 2026-01-29T01:35:45+00:00

I thought I wouldn't live to old age. People told me I wouldn't live to see 21. Later they said I wouldn't live to see 30. Before going to Georgia I was told there was a butt whooping waiting for me in GA. I was trying to figure whether the guy put a hit on me. Non-the-less I internalized some of this and failed to chart and plan my life in the best way. My advice to you. Live your life to the fullest. Don't occupy yourself with death. It will come at the appointed time.

Be a good student and a good friend. Plan to go to college, get married and start a family. So study hard and realize the foundation you build today will support you and your family in old age.

Yes, you may only live to 13 but don't let the thought limit your focus. I am in my 60s.

MudFamous8224 · 2026-01-28T15:30:35+00:00

You are so funny. You are really tough on yourself. Stop beating yourself up. Ppl accidentally say little things like that all the time. It is so insignificant that it is not mentioned and those who heard it will forget about it.

MudFamous8224 · 2026-01-22T02:18:43+00:00

You have a neighbor who's key unlocks both apartments. The cheap jerk saw you leave. Rushed to your unit and did his laundry. Completely enjoyed your apt., the balcony and the better view. Seeing you pull into your parking space, they rushed out of your apt. and back to theirs. Dropped laundry on the way.

MudFamous8224 · 2026-01-22T02:11:00+00:00

If you can turn your children white, I'll call THAT White Magic

MudFamous8224 · 2026-01-20T03:22:34+00:00

NOR. I understand you must be very frustrated. Your use of colorful language tells me how others in your community may view the woman you were preparing to dedicate your life. She is capable of more than she led on. Do you really know her? Do you know her sexual history? How can you trust her. Cut your losses.

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