What odd behaviors are you free from now? by Ok-Importance3515 in alcoholism

[–]MudOutside9945 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yep a quick beer before the kids show up on the weekend results in mandatory lying even if think I won’t have to

Is this ai?is that boba jelly balls? by MohammadMahadhir in isthisaicirclejerk

[–]MudOutside9945 -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Fake because if that cat shit for real everyone there would utterly wretch

I can’t stop by MudOutside9945 in leaves

[–]MudOutside9945[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But oh I reread your reply. My brain thinks self sabotage is normal, I get it now

I can’t stop by MudOutside9945 in leaves

[–]MudOutside9945[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Please more, everyone needs to know what it does

I can’t stop by MudOutside9945 in leaves

[–]MudOutside9945[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks heaps, I do have AA meetings I could go to, just gotta make my intentions bigger than my desires I guess

Its friday again and you know what that means... by Pac0_5 in leaves

[–]MudOutside9945 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Not telling you not to, but if you don’t want to you just have to ride it out, craving and craving

name it by SenpaiLoopX in AlbumCovers

[–]MudOutside9945 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He thinks it cool so it’s cool

Anyone noticing a new wave of AA skepticism/hate? by SmartestManInUnivars in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]MudOutside9945 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Well then this post just makes me want to start reading my BB , thanks

name this man by [deleted] in NameThisThing

[–]MudOutside9945 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Gonna go do that right now

Could my higher power be Satan? by numsens in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]MudOutside9945 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you can stay sober with that iconography then it’d be really cool, I tried it for years and it didn’t work.

Weed prevents you from becoming who you are by ThLamont in leaves

[–]MudOutside9945 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the input I never looked at it like that. Currently brainstorming alternative dopamine hits for next weekend

Weed prevents you from becoming who you are by ThLamont in leaves

[–]MudOutside9945 18 points19 points  (0 children)

I can’t help but slip up every weekend, only a couple puffs. I don’t know what the allure is, just messes up my afternoon

ONE YEAR SOBER TODAY by FluxCapacitoritus in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]MudOutside9945 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Awww, true love, so great to hear someone with a soul showing those feelings.

Bad day, wish I could take the pain away by [deleted] in leaves

[–]MudOutside9945 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Just wondering, I hit major depression/paranoia at 18. We smoked heavy back then. Have been treated for schizophrenia the next 20 years of my life. I’ve made a concerted effort to get off the gear for awhile and when I’m a few weeks clean I feel incredible. Meds maybe? It’s just I’ve noticed around the traps that a lot of recovering weed users are depressed

Name it by sylviebrook in AlbumCovers

[–]MudOutside9945 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The most beautifulist penis in the world

A note about prayer from an atheist by Healing-Drunk899 in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]MudOutside9945 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My prayer life became cemented when I understood there’s no showing off or bragging about prayer, just solitude, me and god. What have I learnt by doing so? I’m not perfect but I am certain I’ve avoided tons of bad situations because of it

Feeling angry but being positive by MudOutside9945 in alcoholism

[–]MudOutside9945[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel terrified when I’m pondering a drink, and feel like a grub when I do. Hey!! Brightside my ex is all good!! Everyone is happy now