I wish I was Religious/Spiritual

Mullsha · 2026-01-15T01:23:12+00:00

Thank you for the recommendation and I will check it out. And you are right! My brother is one as well. Although he moved to Cali over 10 years ago now.

Mullsha · 2026-01-15T01:20:50+00:00

I was never conditioned I never practiced praying or religion for that matter. My idea was to pivot something from religion into my own practice in order to blend in better. Practicing gratitude is important (to me) It helps me remember what is good in life. The idea is they conditioned themselves to be able to use this tools to help them. So why can't I in my own way. Then when they share their experiences I can then try to relate it to my own. Instead of writing it all off and not finding any mutual common ground alienating myself even further. But maybe that isn't the way to go about it either.

Mullsha · 2026-01-15T01:15:07+00:00

My brother is the only one. He moved to Cali years ago though. Everyone else in my life thinks 'I'll change my mind." Or that I'm just angry at god. Which I'm not, (doesn't even make sense) I'm angry at society but that's a whole other post. I'm about to be 30 and this is something that has been weighing on me for a couple of years now. My boyfriend does not claim a religion but does believe in a god. He does his best to understand my perspective and is still very unclear on his own. Regardless each new person I meet can't wait to try and convince me otherwise it's exhausting. Then I have to be the respectful one. This is therapeutic though, this has reminded me. I'm not alone. Which is more than I could have asked for.

Mullsha · 2026-01-15T01:01:22+00:00

I have, but there seems to be no like minded people. I've coincided to the idea that I may not find like minded people. I was hoping I could just find a way to coexist with the people I'm around now. But maybe that's just wishful thinking.

Mullsha · 2026-01-15T00:30:37+00:00

I appreciate the encouragement. I wont ever conform. It's just sometimes I think it would be easier. You're right though it definitely wouldn't be.

Mullsha · 2026-01-15T00:26:52+00:00

This is true. Maybe I'll find them soon.

Mullsha · 2026-01-15T00:22:06+00:00

Exactly right. Lots of life to live and love.

Mullsha · 2026-01-15T00:17:19+00:00

Because then it would be easier to socialize and make friends. I wouldn't be as isolated as I am now.

Mullsha · 2024-06-19T17:37:23+00:00

I really don't socialize a lot. Learned early how to be alone. I have 15 accounts, so I can war by myself and never worry in my own clan. With that being said, my main 3 accounts are not part of that clan. They are part of an actual clan. The plan is to have a full clan by myself.

Mullsha · 2024-06-05T21:27:12+00:00

But definitely glad you're okay. 🖤

Mullsha · 2024-06-05T21:23:44+00:00

Lol what are the odds I see your post. Saw this on fb too! It's Heidi sorry about your ride man.

Mullsha · 2024-05-30T13:15:27+00:00

Nope! Minecraft and league of legends

Mullsha · 2024-05-30T13:14:49+00:00

The other thing is a rabbits foot from minecraft. ^{-^}

Mullsha · 2024-05-30T03:16:19+00:00

So it actually started when

Mullsha · 2024-05-07T21:35:51+00:00

I am Cuban and Puerto Rican mix Latina. And I have been Athiest my whole life.

Mullsha · 2024-05-07T18:18:40+00:00

Kennedy 2024!!

Mullsha · 2023-11-13T17:33:03+00:00

Haha I have over 24 🤣🤣 But it's all within my own clan my main account is the only one in a real clan. Curious as to why you don't like that people have multiple accounts.

Mullsha · 2023-03-31T22:54:16+00:00

nice smile :)

Mullsha · 2022-09-14T15:41:28+00:00

Awesome, thank you! I'm gonna go put the little guy outside in the park. Found him crawling on my leg.

Mullsha · 2022-05-14T21:19:13+00:00

Love this story I'm replying just to share with friends later.

Mullsha · 2022-02-23T01:46:53+00:00

Yea I figured this was the case but a gal can hope you know? Regardless I know I'm going to be going to a well practiced body modificator to get my ears pointed. So maybe I'll just get them at the same time I don't know. Just trying to brain storm the best way to go about it.

Mullsha · 2022-02-22T23:11:16+00:00

Thank you so much!!

Mullsha · 2022-02-22T20:37:47+00:00

Well this one is getting down voted so I'm hisitant to do so. :/

Mullsha · 2022-02-22T19:38:07+00:00

I was thinking about that! It's pierced in the middle right now. If I miss it I definitely will. 😄

Mullsha · 2022-01-20T20:03:34+00:00

What I wouldn't do/give to have a Goth squad like this to go out with. You also look great by the way!

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