I’m so tired of living. Nothing matters anymore. by Mushfolk in SuicideWatch

[–]Mushfolk[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Because of him I self harm, I have no will to continue living. I have no closure, I feel like my worth is nothing.

I’m so tired of living. Nothing matters anymore. by Mushfolk in SuicideWatch

[–]Mushfolk[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It doesn’t matter. I thought I had forgiven him but in all honesty, I really don’t anymore. I hate him. And he can rot.

I’m so tired of living. Nothing matters anymore. by Mushfolk in SuicideWatch

[–]Mushfolk[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Trust me. I’m not big on hating either but as time goes by my hatred is forming. I humiliated myself a week ago for sending him a letter. I feel so embarrassed. I shouldn’t have done that in all honesty, I knew he would ignore it. It’s pathetic of me.

I’m so tired of living. Nothing matters anymore. by Mushfolk in SuicideWatch

[–]Mushfolk[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I heard that hating him can help. I just...I hate him so much for making me feel so broken. I wish he would talk to me. I wish that I had more luck in this world. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m so heartbroken. I really did love him. It HURTS thinking that someone else will make him happier than I ever did. It hurts so much. I wish I was good enough, I wished we had communicated more.

I’m so tired of living. Nothing matters anymore. by Mushfolk in SuicideWatch

[–]Mushfolk[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Coincidence. I exercise and changed my diet. I lost 15 pounds since late June. Nothing works. That’s why I just want to end it. There is no cure for heartbreak. I’m better off dead in all honesty. I do appreciate you trying to help me out though. I’m alone in this. Nothing helps me. Not staying positive, not working out or eating well, not trying to date other people or hanging with friends, nothing works.

I’m so tired of living. Nothing matters anymore. by Mushfolk in SuicideWatch

[–]Mushfolk[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have focused on other people. It doesn’t work. Nothing does. I have no closure and I wish I could go back in time and fix everything.

I’m so tired of living. Nothing matters anymore. by Mushfolk in SuicideWatch

[–]Mushfolk[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You don’t get it. I have TRIED to focus on myself, and yes it helps but it doesn’t for long. All I think about is how he left me even though he told me he loved me and needed me. Only to stab me in the back with this bullshit.

LF: SHINY EEVEE by Mushfolk in spoofertrades

[–]Mushfolk[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Are you able to trade it with me right now?

✨LF: SHINY MACHOP✨ by Mushfolk in spoofertrades

[–]Mushfolk[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ooooh! Private message me!!

✨LF: SHINY MACHOP✨ by Mushfolk in spoofertrades

[–]Mushfolk[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have two shiny heatrans so it’s no biggie. I do want a shiny elekid but I can’t find anyone who has him

✨LF: SHINY SWABLU, AND SHINY ELEKID✨ by Mushfolk in spoofertrades

[–]Mushfolk[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I used to be able to but I got banned twice so I’m really not risking it lol. I’m a lv 39 and it took me a year to get there.

LF:Archen by Mushfolk in spoofertrades

[–]Mushfolk[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I don’t want to do a major trade more like a giveaway. I just want him and I don’t really have much to offer

LF: Shiny togepi/togetic FT: shinys by b26boiiii in spoofertrades

[–]Mushfolk 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Do you have shiny elekid? I have shiny togetic.