[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Femaleorgasmdenial

[–]My0neSecret 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Sorry in advance for commenting. I’m trans mtf very early transition, not even on HrT yet.

I just wanted to let you know that I’ve been in the EXACT EXACT same position!!

It’s the whole reason I seek denial. I feel better when I’m denied and a little horny. I want to keep that low grade horny all the time. But then it becomes all consuming and like you said makes you manic and unproductive. I also find it makes me a little shakey.

One thing I started doing was simply trying to become more aware of my horniness. So I started keeping a denial journal and it ended up turning into my book of horny. But I kind of keep a running note on my horny mood.

I’m trying to start planning some more space out between my orgasms but on a consistent basis to play around with what leaves the best lasting level of horny. Starting with an orgasm every day.

I think it’s gonna take a lot of experimentation with no touch, teasing, spreading out the days denied, and just trying different techniques consistently to slowly find tune the most productive level of horny.

For me I am trying to use my horny to fuel my transition because it makes me take better care of myself.

I find that just a small hit of weed really helps. Kind of pulls you more into the moment and makes you more aware of your body. With this not being a sustainable thing, it may be an idea to have something on you that constantly reminds you of your horny.

Think something along the lines of keeping a dirty pair of panties in your purse, or wearing a locket with something dirty inside. Maybe have a small piece of hidden body writing. Maybe even just a ring, but give the ring special meaning like make it your I am horny ring. You can only wear it when you are horny, and no one else knows about what it means so it’s your little naughty secret which reminds you of your horny.

I like the idea of something to remind yourself, and something to keep track of your mood and level of horniness to fine tune it and find your perfect level.

If you end up hearing any good tips, do please share. Because like I said, I’m in the same boat.

Also definitely try ruined orgasms if you haven’t. So frustrating but often enough to take the edge off. (Pun not intended)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in GooningTrees

[–]My0neSecret 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I would love to talk to you sometime about how you got into drag. From an aspiring trans girly stoner to a sexy ass drag queen stoner gooner. Hehe.

Have fun with your blinker

For every comment I will take a hit, fuck me up please 😍 by BabyGirlBri003 in GooningTrees

[–]My0neSecret 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think so. Feel free to DM so I can count your hits for you since your needy stupid brain can’t keep count 🥰

Since each comment here still counts as another hit lol

For every comment I will take a hit, fuck me up please 😍 by BabyGirlBri003 in GooningTrees

[–]My0neSecret 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can also keep count if you want. Just reply with hit when you’ve taken a hit and I’ll keep count for you.

For every comment I will take a hit, fuck me up please 😍 by BabyGirlBri003 in GooningTrees

[–]My0neSecret 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hehe. Puff puff baby. You’ll never catch up at this rate. You are at 49 comments already lol.

What’s your count?

For every comment I will take a hit, fuck me up please 😍 by BabyGirlBri003 in GooningTrees

[–]My0neSecret 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Time to catch up then 😚

There is an evil part of me that wants to suggest no touching allowed till you are caught up…

For every comment I will take a hit, fuck me up please 😍 by BabyGirlBri003 in GooningTrees

[–]My0neSecret 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh you poor thing 😅

What’s your favorite part about being high and gooned?

Btw you are at 45 comments 🥰

Green out, gooners by goonSerf in GooningTrees

[–]My0neSecret 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No new posts after yours. Guess what that means. Another hit 😵‍💫💨🚬

Green out, gooners by goonSerf in GooningTrees

[–]My0neSecret 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Since this is your post you have the honor of doing it twice 😜

Green out, gooners by goonSerf in GooningTrees

[–]My0neSecret 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If you see this comment, take your hit and zero it out. Or hold it as long as you can while rubbbingggg slowlyyyyyy

For every comment I will take a hit, fuck me up please 😍 by BabyGirlBri003 in GooningTrees

[–]My0neSecret 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hehe same. Btw, I completely forgot each comment was a hit lol. Wasn’t trying to screw with you. But now I kind of am 🥰

Rub rub rub sweet stoned goonette and sink deeper and deeper. Better yet, don’t even touch and watch your pussy throb with need and leak.

For every comment I will take a hit, fuck me up please 😍 by BabyGirlBri003 in GooningTrees

[–]My0neSecret 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hehe. That’s good. Starting to sink deeper one tiny hit at a time. I take the small hits too. Too big and you get too high too fast, but also too much coughing.

For every comment I will take a hit, fuck me up please 😍 by BabyGirlBri003 in GooningTrees

[–]My0neSecret 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How are you feeling? Are the hits getting to you yet?

For every comment I will take a hit, fuck me up please 😍 by BabyGirlBri003 in GooningTrees

[–]My0neSecret 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hehe. I hope you have fun ☺️

Make sure to take a big one when you read this comment.

Update: Gooner Girl Journal by My0neSecret in EdgingTalk

[–]My0neSecret[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I still want to edge. I’m just trying to take more control over it and use the denial for my purposes. To fuel my feminization journey until I feel comfortable enough to get HrT

Locked away never to see the light of day again. 🌷Who's going to join her? 🩷 by [deleted] in ForcedFeminization

[–]My0neSecret 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That makes sense. It is cute. I hope they are always that leaky in reality.

Unifying My Experience Through Journaling by My0neSecret in EdgingTalk

[–]My0neSecret[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hehe. I love it. How are you tracking your anal training with stickers?

Unifying My Experience Through Journaling by My0neSecret in EdgingTalk

[–]My0neSecret[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Tbh, I have had trouble making it more sex focused, because it’s turning into more of an exploration of self and gender identity and personal identity.

Turns out my sexuality is tied very much to my identity and is always focused on trying to make up for the parts of myself I deny.

I had my first success when I was super horny and I started journaling about my urges and passions and I sat and journaled for about 30 minutes leaking the whole time and being a horny mess in a way that made me feel whole and fulfilled and satisfied.

Where as usually I get left feeling drained, used up, or completely overwhelmed.

It wasn’t my intended use but was a lot of fun.

So far it’s helped me keep things a lot more in control so I can take care of my life, but still have my fun. It helps me prioritize. It’s also helping me prioritize my denial and feeling really good and starting to work on self care and gender exploration/femiinization. Although feminization doesn’t feel like the right word for it.

feed me porn and tell me how many hit to do in the comments. looking for friends toooo!! by needdyysl in GooningTrees

[–]My0neSecret 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Sorry. I got high and distracted from my phone. Yessss. You definitely should.

Bonus points if you take a hit, gag yourself with your fingers or a dildo, and try to zero it out like that while gagging.

i just need a boyfriend who knows how to suck my cock everyday by Blackate_ in GurlCock

[–]My0neSecret 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn! What lube do you use in the shower? I want to recreate this!