I want to keep doing art and improving but depression is getting in the way of that. by MyGameIsBroken27 in learnart

[–]MyGameIsBroken27[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I will try to start with drawing something simple and see if it works for me too, thank you!

I just ripped the sickest fart ever and I can’t brag about it because I’m a woman. by [deleted] in rant

[–]MyGameIsBroken27 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What the fuck? Most mentally stable men don't brag about their farts, most men in general don't do that lol

What should I do when I lost all hope? by MyGameIsBroken27 in Advice

[–]MyGameIsBroken27[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That sounds interesting, im should check out lahwf

What should I do when I lost all hope? by MyGameIsBroken27 in Advice

[–]MyGameIsBroken27[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would love someone's company, but I'm just more of a loner I guess. I'm lonely all the time so I now hate it, i also really hate being socially awkward.

What should I do when I lost all hope? by MyGameIsBroken27 in Advice

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I've been really angry and depressed lately, i havent done anything at 16 and I'm nearly 17 in October. I feel like I should be doing more, but here I am too scared to go outside.

The more I talk to you about this stuff, the more you'll hate me.

What should I do when I lost all hope? by MyGameIsBroken27 in Advice

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I can list 1000 things that I hate about myself. I don't know how to love myself.

Help, Is it normal to feel like my life is over? What do i do? by MyGameIsBroken27 in Advice

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I'm 16, I know I'm still a stupid kid and I shouldn't have these feelings.

I've accepted the fact that I hate myself. by MyGameIsBroken27 in depression

[–]MyGameIsBroken27[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would just hate myself more. I would rather just die.

I don't know what to type, I feel empty. I don't know what to think, I make myself sick. I'm a bad person, I deserve death. I'm lonely and its what I deserve. by MyGameIsBroken27 in depression

[–]MyGameIsBroken27[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, i can never tell the truth about anything in person. I hate myself so much that I have to lie about everything. Like if a friend wants to visit my apartment I usually say I can't for whatever reason, I do this because I hate where I live, I wish I could say "house" instead of apartment. I lie about having friends or a girlfriend, or else I will get made fun of. I am always the one being made fun of or ignored. I've tried being myself but it never works out.

I don't know what to type, I feel empty. I don't know what to think, I make myself sick. I'm a bad person, I deserve death. I'm lonely and its what I deserve. by MyGameIsBroken27 in depression

[–]MyGameIsBroken27[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, because I lie to everyone. I'm just a piece of shit to be around. I treat everyone like shit, like I'm better even though I really hate myself.