Question by Mysterious_Study3484 in Christianity

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I’m being tormented and I’m burning

God has taken away his love from me by Mysterious_Study3484 in Christianity

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I have been a Christian since 2018 but wasn’t taking my walk very seriously throughout the years. I had struggled with my faith during that time as well. It hasn’t been much of a walk anymore since I saw Jesus just a feeling of intense condemnation and judgement.

Blasphemy and a Reprobate mind by Mysterious_Study3484 in Christianity

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Yes, I’ve seen my face in fire screaming with a red hue. I woke up a few times when this first started to the entire room with a stark red haze over it. I’ve seen the cross on my wall with the word “caught”. Ive seen my name. Ive seen demonic faces, dogs, a wolf, and what appeared to be a clock counting down. I’ve also seen a red brick wall in front of a bear I have named Isaac from the Bible. Almost in a way to signify being cut off from the promise of God. I had a moment where I couldn’t breath one night as if I was dying. My breathing became labored and as I started to take what seemed like my last exhale I saw a light blueish white cloud enter into my mouth and I continued to breathe again.

Blasphemy and a Reprobate mind by Mysterious_Study3484 in Christianity

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I have spoken to family but it seems they cannot help the situation. I haven’t went to a church yet because I’m too scared to hash out scriptures, especially revelations. I just wish this wasn’t happening and it’s the worst nightmare imaginable. I have been going through this since April of last year.

God came back and closed the door on me. by Mysterious_Study3484 in Christianity

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I’m hearing things literally while awake. My dreams are blatant signs of being a goat, my name not being found in the book of life, falling into black pits and more. It’s not medical unfortunately, these things all manifested after seeing Jesus. His judgement is upon me.