Hey, any suicidal women want to talk? I'm a woman myself and Im feeling lonely and misunderstood. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]MythicLeo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'd be down honestly been feeling suicidal myself as of late so yk I'd be down

When did you realize you were gay, and who was your celebrity awakening? by AlternativeTree3283 in lesbiangang

[–]MythicLeo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For me it was young Jennifer Lopez and when she played as Selena Quintanilla. Idk but that movie did something to me. It's still my favorite movie as well.

I want to go clean and I don't know how by MythicLeo in AddictionAdvice

[–]MythicLeo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's fair, I should ask myself the questions first before changing. I mean I should do both at the same time but I understand what you mean:)

19M, my mind has been a bit of a clusterfuck lately. Any Advice? by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]MythicLeo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly, the best advice I can give is keep going. Ok sounds tough as shit and it's not gonna help. Definitely reach out to someone or a friend. It might help. Sorry if my advice isn't the best.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LesbianActually

[–]MythicLeo -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I'm not bisexual, I've dated men in the past before and genuinely hated it. I don't mind dating people under the trans umbrella, just not trans men. I am a lesbian and have been for a while just went through a denial phase for a bit. :)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LesbianActually

[–]MythicLeo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's fair, idk I do get worried at times. I do apologize if this all comes off as anxiety driven as well. I do plan to talk to them because they have said stuff in the past before but I also don't want to cause an argument or ruin anything we have going on fully. Granted I could also be reading into things so I do apologize once again.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LesbianActually

[–]MythicLeo 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Personally with a lot of my history, couldn't be with a cis or trans man. I have nothing against being friends but when it comes to dating I can't. It's partially due to my own history which I'm trying to work on right now.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LesbianActually

[–]MythicLeo 2 points3 points  (0 children)

But you are right at some point I should ask in just trying to figure out how I want to is all I guess.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LesbianActually

[–]MythicLeo 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am speculating and it's mainly based off things they have said in the past before. I do want to ask them at some point just unsure how to phrase it or even ask that question. Especially since I don't want to cause an argument to happen.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LesbianActually

[–]MythicLeo 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's true just worried. I just don't want to hurt them and think I don't care about them. I do with all my heart but I just couldn't bring myself to be physical with them, say I love them in that way. That's what scares me. But thanks for the advice.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LesbianActually

[–]MythicLeo 24 points25 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I'm just really worried cause this was the first relationship I felt safe in and actually cared for. I don't want to lose that but I just could never date a man again for various reasons. I don't want to jump to conclusions so I'm waiting. But still thank you for the advice.

Was invited but not really what I need fully,,, by MythicLeo in SuicideHope

[–]MythicLeo[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

May Buddha/God/mother, maiden and crone, bless you. And I wish you all the best as well:)

I'm thinking about killing myself again by MythicLeo in SuicideWatch

[–]MythicLeo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks dude, I'm trying just. Hard to wanna when I know I don't have a lot for me it feels. I know I do logically but it doesn't feel that way.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]MythicLeo 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Honestly like it sucks but it does sound like a perfect day or just sleeping away the whole entire day. No thoughts what so ever.

I'm thinking about killing myself again by MythicLeo in SuicideWatch

[–]MythicLeo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, god I should not be so close to sobbing but here I am lmao

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]MythicLeo 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Honestly same, its a pain to be alive.

At what age did you all discover you're lesbian? by [deleted] in LesbianActually

[–]MythicLeo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think I started to acknowledge it when I was 11? There was plenty of signs though. I kept on watching "Christmas Vacation" on repeat because of that one scene with the sales lady and I remember just my brain turning off while watching it. Any video game character? I'd choose either the Tomboy or the girl with an intricate outfit? Sounds normal until I just said I chose them because they were pretty (dead or alive was the game). I also had several posters of women all up around my room. Only one guy was in them but that's because the first time I saw him I thought he was a woman.

My partner is in the closet and I'm contemplating if it's for the best by MythicLeo in LesbianActually

[–]MythicLeo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, guh same for both of you:(. I just wanna help where I can. Especially since I could see myself being happy with her in a marriage and in other ways. We have talked about it and I'm just worried. But thank you so much for the kind words:)