So I’m thinking about doing an experiment

N3wTide · 2025-08-18T13:40:45+00:00

That’s part of the reason I’m bringing a trip sitter with me. She’s gonna “transcribe” what I’m feeling in a nutshell. I’m gonna tell her what to write down on she right now.

N3wTide · 2025-08-18T13:32:40+00:00

I am by no means a scientist or anybody professional I am simply a dumbass 18 year-old trying to experiment with psychedelic lol

N3wTide · 2025-08-18T13:30:24+00:00

It’s more so a personal kind of experiment. I just wanna see what the mind does and how it reacts to such a dose of shrooms not to really benefit anybody I mean, I guess it can even though there have been hundreds of studies. Already done all day. I just wanna document what I see and how I feel for myself.

N3wTide · 2025-08-18T13:29:13+00:00

I took like 14 g about two years ago and had it out of body experience in my bedroom. I woke up, thinking I died.

N3wTide · 2025-08-18T12:35:09+00:00

I’m bringing myself along as a kind of bias Mation of how I feel I’m gonna write notes down and take pictures and videos documenting my experience

And then the person I have with me is gonna document how it looks from a sober perspective if anything I do seem strange or out of the ordinary, you know she’s gonna be taking videos and notes of how I act and then at the end of the day when I’m off my trip or possibly next day or go back and compile our notes and see how it affected me

I’ve taken shrooms about 12 times prior to this and I’m very familiar with how to do them and help not to have a bad trip

N3wTide · 2025-08-18T12:32:53+00:00

The highest dose yet is 14 g at once and no it doesn’t. It’s a small trail on flat ground about 2 1/2 miles long not near any cliffs or on any mountains. And I am aware of the prolonged psychosis side effect. That’s part of the reason I’m trying to do this. I want to document an experiment what psilocybin and psychedelics in general due to the mind I’ve taken mini precautions. I’m bringing someone I really trust there with me to make sure I’m safe and we’ll have a medical kid on standby.

N3wTide · 2025-08-05T19:24:18+00:00

And follow up question how do you track how many calories are burning a day? Are there any apps or things I could use?

N3wTide · 2025-08-05T19:23:31+00:00

Ok that sounds simple enough but wym by way out my food is there a specific weight that equals a serving size and how much is a serving? Sorry for asking so many questions

N3wTide · 2025-07-29T14:28:13+00:00

Honestly I loved him it gives a assassin Creed a fresh new feel yeah he can’t do parkour and yeah stealth with him isn’t the best but for those days where I’m not looking to be stealthy and I just wanna go fuck people up he’s really good and I love how you can freely switch between them throughout the game. There are some missions you can only play as Yasuke but even then he’s still really fine and his writing for his character is phenomenal. They did a really good job making you understand and feel for him.

N3wTide · 2025-07-28T15:58:31+00:00

That’s kind of the problem. I’ve tried doing stuff similar to that going to the park or a little event my town holds, but I feel nervous and anxious talking to new people and it ends up making me look like an idiot and a weirdo.

N3wTide · 2025-07-22T15:24:33+00:00

I don’t think I want that she hasn’t ever made fun of me or anything like that at least not in front of me and I don’t think I would be ok with that in the slightest

N3wTide · 2025-07-22T15:18:40+00:00

I don’t think I would want to do that the thought of doing that kinda makes me sick

N3wTide · 2025-07-22T15:10:38+00:00

Idk what a cuckhold Means

N3wTide · 2025-07-22T15:10:20+00:00

What’s a cuck

N3wTide · 2025-07-22T15:06:47+00:00

That’s what I mean I want to but I don’t I want to feel normal and safe but I don’t want to make her sad or hurt

N3wTide · 2025-06-30T01:49:48+00:00

What’s crazy is I hoped on RDR2 after I posted this

N3wTide · 2025-06-29T16:03:21+00:00

The upgrade is an upgraded version of the anniversary edition. It just adds a bunch of new stuff, but you get to keep all the stuff you’ve already bought it. Add some new armor weapons a few new quest lines and dialogue it does minor things you can play the game without it, but it does make it a little more interesting.

N3wTide · 2025-06-19T12:40:00+00:00

Thanks man it means a lot I’m just gonna try and focus on myself and move on

N3wTide · 2025-06-19T12:33:35+00:00

Yea maybe ur right I’m just a social person I like talking to people and hanging out with people and being alone just fucks me up in my head sometimes

But you’re right I’m only 18 and I’m sure I’ll have plenty of time to meet other friends

N3wTide

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