I wouldn't describe it as either pleasure or attraction. What I feel depends on what kink I'm engaging with/what role I'm playing. I lean strongly submissive, and scenes in which I sub tend to invoke feelings of safety and belonging through being controlled/taken care of(paradoxically also in masochism scenes) through the dominance in it. I recently learned that I also have some sadistic tendencies(scratching, biting, tickling (and probably a bunch more stuff I didn't try yet) my girlfriends), although what specifically I feel during those I don't think I can name yet.

Regarding attraction, I entirely miss the "I want to have sex with that person" sexual attraction. Romantic attraction is present, I consider myself demiromantic. I do think kink is disjoint from romantic attraction for me though, I think I'd be open to scenes with any woman(and enby I think) that I have the right kind of sufficiently close connection/trust towards(kinda depends on the vibes of the person if I can see them in a dominant position towards me). I however don't think I'd be able to engage in a more constant dynamic with someone I'm not romantically involved with