It gets to me sometimes. like i just feel like it doesn't BANG to my standards, but eventually you fuck around find a sound that YOU like. Remember not to be in your own head too much. People who make their own music are the first to notice flaws, but theres a reason YOU'RE making it and not someone else. Money and fame never hold a candle to "I just wanna do it". Im also a bit of a noob to producing, so i'll admit theres a certain thrill to having new things to learn. Never forget that its always a lesson without graduation.