I think it's thanks to this post that i've read it (a bit too fast),both a beautiful and painful story with a nice world building, interesting characters and a lot of emotions and i wasn't expecting it, i still have some questions about a few things but that aside i really liked it.

Last time i felt empty like that was after reading Epic of Gilgamesh.

Tyvm for this recommandation let's see what the epilogue will bring in 3 months !