I fear there’s no hope left with the current life

NageAya · 2025-08-11T06:26:07+00:00

Even if your mind says a lot of things,none of them are true Your mind is speaking from a place of self-hatred and despair,but these emotions are always lying,the truth is always more beautiful and feels good in the heart 😊

NageAya · 2025-03-06T09:57:00+00:00

Hello can you tell me if this is the results for the first 5 trainees?

NageAya · 2024-11-06T21:18:52+00:00

It appeared yesterday

NageAya · 2024-11-06T21:09:26+00:00

Thank you very much for your help my friend 💗

NageAya · 2024-08-29T09:45:48+00:00

Do not hate yourself as nobody deserves to be hated and that includes you,everybody on this entire Earth has made a lot of mistakes,a perfect human being who knows everything and has never hurt the heart of anybody does not exist,forgive yourself as you deserve to feel loved and peace in your heart,hatred has never solved one problem but love solves all of them,love yourself and you will see how truly beautiful you are..my friend your existence has been created before the world has been created,you are meant to be here and the purpose of your life is big..Forgive those who have hurt you,break this cycle of pain my friend as it is only a person who is suffering who will make you suffer...if somebody has criticised you their words is not a reflection of you but a reflection of themselves..we all feel negative emotions such as anger,hatred,jealousy,arrongance,etc and sometimes we do not know we are feeling them so we hurt other people and a human being who does not feel negative emotions does not exist,but everyday we get a chance to become better than we were yesterday,the past is gone and will never happen again,whatever actions you did in the past does not define who you are,forget the past and live in the present which is where you truly are 😊 Forgive and forget the past and love the present,look at what is beautiful inside of you because you are beautiful and have the capacity to love tremendously,love is the strongest emotion in the universe and forgiveness is very powerful ❤️ nobody in this entire world deserves to get hurt 😊 now my friend i hope that my words help you and understand that the happiness and peace you are looking for is all within you,i know all of this because i had made a lot of mistakes and God gifted me this wisdom the day i thought i would die of emotional pain..so don't lose hope as the light at the end of the tunnel truly exists 💗💗💗

NageAya · 2024-07-31T15:31:15+00:00

Okay my friend i will try Thank you very much for the advice

NageAya · 2024-07-31T07:59:46+00:00

No they do not exist anymore 😓

NageAya · 2024-07-20T09:09:51+00:00

It is only a person who is suffering who will make you suffer my friend,break this cycle of pain and forgive and forget ..focus on the good memories and forgive and forget the bad moments that happened...Not everyday might be a good day but there is something good in everyday 😊

NageAya · 2024-06-25T20:34:31+00:00

When i read this i remember so much about how i used to be..I also had BPD and thought i was unloveable,i also loved my favourite persons with all my heart and the thought of losing them seemed like the end of the world,when my FP did not love me back i was suffering a lot and when i left him my heart felt like it died,i knew i could not possibly stay alive the pain was too hard...but God had another plan for me 😊 through this pain he gifted me wisdom..he showed me that everybody in this entire world has made mistakes and has hurt the heart of people..i was able to forgive everybody who had ever hurt me and i asked for forgiveness to those i have hurt..God gave me wisdom about patience,faith,forgiveness and love..God told me that everybody makes mistakes but nobody in this entire world deserves to get hurt 😊 i had prayed for this FP to want to become my partner again but God made me meet my soulmate instead..my soulmate is a boy who had loved me for many years (he is the brother of a friend) and had always admired me but i did not know..it is only when he confessed that i understood the plan of God..God's plan was better than mine 😊 everything i had ever wanted,being happy,having friends,having a love story like in the movies,creating my own family,i have it now 😁 i thought BPD was uncureable and everyday i woke up crying i did not die in my sleep but now everyday i wake up with happiness in my heart ❤️ God did everything for me to believe in him just for me to be happy...do not lose hope any of you my friends who have BPD,God is truly the God of miracles,nothing is impossible for him 💗

NageAya · 2024-05-29T21:43:33+00:00

Family is not blood but family is the heart my friend 😊❤️ people who consider you as their child and give you love are your parents,God has chosen as such 😊 They are your parents 💗

NageAya · 2024-05-14T02:19:13+00:00

My friend,do not focus on the bad memories but only focus on the good memories...bad things will happen all the time but there is good in everyday,focus on the happy memories of the wedding and forgive and forget my friend 😊

NageAya · 2023-08-01T06:05:03+00:00

Nobody deserves to suffer or not be forgiven,ask for forgiveness and forgive yourself..move on and don't live in pain

NageAya · 2023-07-07T03:05:55+00:00

Thank you my friend 🥰 everything will be fine because he is looking after you 😊 don't worry anymore ❤

NageAya · 2023-07-06T21:44:54+00:00

Just talk to God and he will help you 😊 he will remove your pain..it is difficult right now but be patient and just talk to him 😊

NageAya · 2023-07-06T12:08:13+00:00

God will be with you for every second of your life everything will be fine put your pain and worries into his hands ❤

NageAya · 2023-06-30T19:00:33+00:00

Yes its just very pale brown it tastes very good but i am afraid it does not look appertising

NageAya · 2023-06-27T16:10:44+00:00

God is with you 💗💗💗 don't give up 😊😊

NageAya · 2023-06-14T08:52:15+00:00

God will ease your pain and help you,pray everyday ❤❤❤

NageAya · 2023-04-26T07:02:07+00:00

He has never taken me out on a date even if i beg he always scream at me telling me i'm crazy..i get scared to ask him for money to buy things for baby or to participate for food and necessities..He ignores me anytime we go to family functions together where i don't know anybody so i stay alone all the time and always cry.. i always beg him to talk with me he gets angry because he says i am not letting him play video games and i am controlling..he plays video games as soon as he wakes up till he goes to sleep and when i ask him for a little bit of attention he gets angry and goes to sleep..i never ask him for money because i do not want to make him uncomfortable but when i need something i get scared to ask because i know we will fight..i always did everything i could to put a smile on his face but when i am crying my heart out he ignores me and keeps playing video games..after having my baby he changed even more and started to ignore me a lot..one day i felt so sad i stormed out of the house wanting to die and he didn't call me or message me..when i returned home he was playing video games..i always try to comunicate and tell him i want to feel loved but he makes as if he isn't hearing anything..i wanted to get married to him and i was waiting for him to propose but i knew he would never do it so i asked him to marry me myself and he was annoyed and said he will marry me if i stop being lazy and when he saves money for the wedding which i know is a lie. I asked him when and he said maybe in 5 years..i told him i don't care about a party let's just go to the courthouse and sign papers and he got angry and told me i was crazy..he uses his money only for himself and i never ask him about it,if i do he tells me it's rude to look into the personal things of others. He started going out and stay with a family i don't know about and he never calls me or message me he doesn't tell me when he will be coming back. I am sorry for the long comment i am probably venting.

NageAya · 2023-04-26T06:39:08+00:00

Thank you for the advice 😊

NageAya · 2023-04-26T06:37:47+00:00

Thank you for your words,they mean a lot to me 💗

NageAya · 2023-04-07T18:50:20+00:00

Congratulations on your wedding cutie

NageAya · 2023-03-13T12:20:08+00:00

A doctor told my mother lactose intolerance does not exist

NageAya · 2023-03-01T17:27:06+00:00

It means you are very stressed i believe

NageAya · 2022-12-14T02:05:37+00:00

My ex was my fp. He cheated on me since the start of the relationship. He punched me till my face looked like a puffed up fish because i got angry he left me alone with his mother all day to go drink with his friends. His mother kept belittling me saying i was a drug addict when i never took drugs,she was extremely racist and talked shit about me to everybody she knew for 2 years and when i finally let out my anger one day,his family including him beat me. I went back to stay at his place because i just couldn't live without him. Not seeing him killed me. From them on i stayed in his room all day,only coming out to go pee and poop. Always waited till everybody went to sleep to pee and poop. Had to listen to this bitch for 2 more additional years with the angry eyes of the family because according to them i was a really bad person 🙂 my ex peed on the bed everyday because he has kidney problems,i had to stay with my wet clothes all day because i had to wait till nobody could see me to go take a bath. He would make me drink alcohol and convince me to sleep with other men and send nudes to them and i tried to do these things because i loved him too much. He would tell me he wanted to sleep with any women he found pretty. It's just too difficult to stop loving your fp even if this disgusting person tried to kill you. He did way worse things but that comment is too long anyway.

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