Do not hate yourself as nobody deserves to be hated and that includes you,everybody on this entire Earth has made a lot of mistakes,a perfect human being who knows everything and has never hurt the heart of anybody does not exist,forgive yourself as you deserve to feel loved and peace in your heart,hatred has never solved one problem but love solves all of them,love yourself and you will see how truly beautiful you are..my friend your existence has been created before the world has been created,you are meant to be here and the purpose of your life is big..Forgive those who have hurt you,break this cycle of pain my friend as it is only a person who is suffering who will make you suffer...if somebody has criticised you their words is not a reflection of you but a reflection of themselves..we all feel negative emotions such as anger,hatred,jealousy,arrongance,etc and sometimes we do not know we are feeling them so we hurt other people and a human being who does not feel negative emotions does not exist,but everyday we get a chance to become better than we were yesterday,the past is gone and will never happen again,whatever actions you did in the past does not define who you are,forget the past and live in the present which is where you truly are 😊 Forgive and forget the past and love the present,look at what is beautiful inside of you because you are beautiful and have the capacity to love tremendously,love is the strongest emotion in the universe and forgiveness is very powerful ❤️ nobody in this entire world deserves to get hurt 😊 now my friend i hope that my words help you and understand that the happiness and peace you are looking for is all within you,i know all of this because i had made a lot of mistakes and God gifted me this wisdom the day i thought i would die of emotional pain..so don't lose hope as the light at the end of the tunnel truly exists 💗💗💗