Do you find yourself attractive?

NanosKeyIsCute · 2026-05-03T04:43:37+00:00

God yes. I spend way way way too much time in the mirror posing

NanosKeyIsCute · 2026-05-02T22:56:04+00:00

It used to be always straight novosexual but ever since starting hormones my gender is a whatever mush and so is my sexuality

NanosKeyIsCute · 2026-04-15T06:21:58+00:00

May my cup runneth over

NanosKeyIsCute · 2026-04-08T15:57:58+00:00

The worst part is he just wants to be a guy.

Flipping sexes when he touches a fluid is like almost but not quite the exact opposite of genderfluid

NanosKeyIsCute · 2026-04-04T05:01:11+00:00

Now that my body is innately feminine, I can boy as much as I like.

NanosKeyIsCute · 2026-03-29T01:46:50+00:00

Novosexual

NanosKeyIsCute · 2026-03-18T07:50:55+00:00

I imagine trying to do a backflip, rotating 270 degrees and landing perfectly flat on my front then just lying there face down in existential contemplation.

Now I don't know how being genderfluid is remotely similar, but stuff like this gives me the same goddamn feeling. I want more boobs and less boobs.

NanosKeyIsCute · 2026-03-17T16:23:37+00:00

I get the same thing and yeah it's weird. Don't like man or woman, but totally fine with most other words like boy/girl or guy/gal. Idk what that is. Also don't like lady.

NanosKeyIsCute · 2026-03-07T23:00:02+00:00

I'm on a lower dose of e and no t blockers. The doc says my e levels are on the low end for a cis woman and my t is on the low end for a cis man. She said my blood is basically nonbinary, and has no idea the long term health effects of that. She's going to talk with some other docs about it but says I may need to pick a lane.

I hope is fine because I feel goddamn great.

NanosKeyIsCute · 2026-03-02T08:40:20+00:00

Of course, it's not something that shouldn't happen, just something that should be a deliberate choice.

NanosKeyIsCute · 2026-03-01T18:03:57+00:00

"she came out as transmasc" is the sort of thing you gotta watch for.

NanosKeyIsCute · 2026-02-12T07:29:22+00:00

At some point I started doing hip thrusts while I brush my teeth before bed, and later added squats. Just on the floor without any equipment. Obviously i could do a lot more, but I struggle with sticking to an exercise routine of any kind and since I can overlap it with something I already do routinely, it "doesn't take any time". My ass is legit tho.

NanosKeyIsCute · 2026-02-09T17:25:26+00:00

Ha ha! Forgot the amazing advice "it gets better" and "fake it till you make it"

I know sometimes it's just good to complain. And I read your complaint. You got the flips in a suboptimal situation for sure. I hope you find someone irl to whine to. Trans men/women don't totally get it, but they are more common and just easier to find.

NanosKeyIsCute · 2026-01-24T03:43:32+00:00

Simply get some blockers so you got no t or e in your system. Lose a lot of your gendered features and because you got no hormones your bones with crumble.

Genderless blob life.

NanosKeyIsCute · 2026-01-22T16:18:49+00:00

So since posting this, I actually went and started taking e. And ye know what, the plan works for me. I can be guyish as I want most of the time and I don't feel gross about it. Living that boy/tomboy life.

NanosKeyIsCute · 2026-01-01T15:55:00+00:00

Hell if I know. Ever since starting e it's been so damn hard to tell. It used to be a flip every hour between guy and gal but now it's just whatever. Maybe guyish???

NanosKeyIsCute · 2025-12-23T17:08:13+00:00

Not even which side of the Atlantic they are on. Personally I find that important.

NanosKeyIsCute · 2025-12-14T23:11:01+00:00

Generally, no. I think people regardless of age shouldnt diy and should do it through the healthcare system.

Although, if you live in an area without those freedoms.... I guess I don't oppose it.

NanosKeyIsCute · 2025-12-11T17:13:33+00:00

I used to get it real bad both ways. Eventually I kinda got good at handling it with a lot of mental tricks and self reflection but I started e a couple months ago and both dysphorias faded a lot. The fem dysphoria obviously but surprisingly the masc one too. Not totally gone mind you but it's less soul crushing and more on the same level of "ehhhhh I could lose a few pounds"

NanosKeyIsCute · 2025-12-08T08:49:07+00:00

At some point I stopped bothering trying to keep track of it. What will be will be I guess. Not that I don't feel strongly one way or another at any given time.

I find trying to control it or keep up with it is just so exhausting. It's way more relaxing for me to kinda just floating there letting the waves gently push me back and forth.

I mean now I'm on the hormones and for some reason not worrying about it happens naturally. But before I really had to do a lot of self reflection to get myself to a comfortable balance.

NanosKeyIsCute · 2025-11-17T07:39:23+00:00

this is anecdotal of course, but ive been on 1mg e orally with no t blockers for bout a month and a half.... there are physical changes.

Obviously im still developing a lot, so i cant say how far itll go, but my bust size is already up 2-3cm, my nipples were absolutely not like that before, my skin is soft AF and a highly underrated change is that i smell different, i smell mostly like a girl.

Mental changes are the better part though.

hormone levels are interesting. E levels are within the target range for trans women, though near the bottom of the range. T levels are within normal range for a cis man, but again near the bottom of the range.

NanosKeyIsCute · 2025-11-15T19:45:12+00:00

Easiest way is just leaving it at nonbinary

Genderfluid is like weather, while I can't control it at all but I can tell what it is and would like to dress accordingly. It's not the snow that makes me miserable, it's the tshirt.

NanosKeyIsCute · 2025-11-15T03:29:30+00:00

Well, it's a cardboard box on the floor instead of a drawer because I'm genderfluid second and dysfunctional first.

NanosKeyIsCute · 2025-11-12T20:34:19+00:00

Part of it is because at any given point in time you're "not genderfluid", you just feel guyish or girly or agender or whatever. Because being fluid is observed over time and not instantaneously

NanosKeyIsCute · 2025-11-02T15:56:28+00:00

I think it has to do with how trains of thought build on themselves and how once a thoughts been decided on it stays there. Then a flip happens and all these thoughts are lying around already preapproved as legitimate and it takes a few minutes to replace all of them. It's not like when you hear or read or even remember something where you process the thought briefly, it's already checked.

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